SEPTEMBER SONG:  13" watercolor mandala  
by Marilyn La Croix.
Human consciousness has evolved so much  since we first
went online, that a major overhaul  is required. Some of the
more originally presented, detailed information is now quite
commonly known & therefore, much of that information has
now been placed into an
 Archives where it can be access-
ed by those  unfamiliar with the subjects, or who wish to re-
resh their memories. The general flow of necessary inform-
iation will, thereby, remain uninterrupted.

This text's unusual information may send a few jolts of lightning through some readers. If you find you
are feeling strangely uncomfortable,  perhaps even temporarily carried into an altered state,  stop __  
wait a few hours or days, and then resume reading when you feel ready,  even if what is presented is
not yet thoroughly understood.

Consciousness is an inward sensibility or awareness of one's own existence, sensations &
realizations that have been agreed upon by both the individual, & the groups of people with
whom he/she has been, or is now involved.
There does, however, exist a Supreme, Cosmic
Consciousness  behind the underlying patterns of  Everything & Every Life-form on Earth &
in the Universe.
This Force expresses through all of us as a  Creative Process  evolving our

Our innovative ideas and inspirations  flow directly from the  Supreme Creative Conscious-
ness into All Life Everywhere.

We'll be covering how artists, musicians, inventors & crafters think and work, because this web-book
is really all about
CREATING__ creating on several different levels.

                                      THE ASCENSION PROCESS
The Universe Creates Life.

The Univers is filled with Life__ Life at every evolutionary level, such as microscopic subatomic parti-
cles, micro-bes, bacteria or minerals, having a consciousness only of energy and of being in a form.  

Over long, long periods of time, theaw tiny life-forms evolve into  
plant forms,  having an awareness
of warmth, light, growth or change.

Still later, they become
animal forms  that are aware of each other, of movement & of choice. Some
animal forms evolved into
Humanoid forms, which is where we've been for eons.

While in 3-D__ the Third Density__we exist in, and are aware of__ "SPACE"__ in Three Dim-
ensions __ width, length and

We've been Third Density Beings, having lives teaching us  How to Love,  How to Become Unique__
One-of-a-kind Individuals,
and How to make Appropriate Choices so we can evolve to Higher Dens-
ity Evolutionary
levels__4h, 5th,& beyond__ all the way back The Supreme Creator Source Itself.

12-21-12, Humanity has been attempting to move into Fourth Density's (4-D) various levels
which deal with

Some evolved souls, however are already ascending to the lower levels of Fifth Density during this
period. Fifth Density deals with
"LIGHT". Earth's Spirit Within__ GAIA__ is already moving fully into
Fifth Density.

                                                      COSMIC SEEDS
The First Wave:
New Children with advanced consciousness began birthing on Earth early in the 20th century soon
World War I.  

Often called "
Cosmic Seeds", some had already achieved Ascension to the 4th Density__"Twilight
"__in past lives,  and had agreed to reincarnate again during these End Times. They were unu-
sually aware souls__ few in numbers__who came to assist less evolved humans with their conscious-
ness evolution  and to nurture Earth as a sacred planet.  Today we describe them as  "
Lightworkers", "Starseeds"__  those aware of having lived on other planets,  and as  "Wanderers"__
some-times called  "
Cosmic Mothers" who spent past lives assisting planets and their inhabitants, en-
slaved by dark forces, to achieve Ascension.

I came in with on the
 First Wave in  1932  in the depths of the  Great Depression,  to an Upper Mid-
Midwestern,  U.S.
family involved in business, religion, education,  electronic technology,  sports and
fine arts.  I was nine years old when  
World  War  II  began. We had family members in service in Ja-
the Panama Canal Zone and in the Navy at Pearl Harbor when it was bombed. My  five unc-
les and  two second-cousins served in the military throughout the war. When I was twelve, reports &  
newsreels of Holocaust victims shocked the world,  followed by atom bombs on
Japan. Man's inhum-
anity toward Man,  alongside my frequently occurring paranormal events,  propelled me into a desper-
ate search for
Security.  I had to find out  Whom or What to Trust  and to gain some understanding of
what could aid us to transcend the suffering so rampant on beloved Earth.

First Wavers__  birthed generally from 1926 to 945__ had come to uplift,  to inspire new vis-
ions, and to communicate ancient wisdom to those who would follow.

At the appropriate time, they would help awaken the Second and Third  Waves to their spiritual dest-
inies and catalyze mankind to self-regenerate in preparation for the profound changes prophesied for
early in the 21st Century.

Some of these First Wavers  are what we call
"Indigo Adults",  (due to their aura's color)  who  had
sensed from infancy their purposes for being on Earth at this time.

Quantum Mechanics was discovered in 1926. In 1930, and the planet Pluto was discovered. Atomic
developed and world population  boomed.

1931, Edgar Cayce opened the world's first holistic healing clinic.

To Higher Intelligences guiding Earth__ these events,  plus the Great Depression and  WWII,
signaled a need for the experienced beings to enter Earth.

All three waves of Cosmic Seeds had unusual childhood experiences. They had to mature and sur-
vive  through one of  the darkest periods  in human history.  The  memory veils  of the First Wavers  
were thinned,  enabling them to recover information from past-lives to assist later generations. Ret-
aining hazy impressions of previous cultures, events and civilizations, many grew up  believing they
were born into the wrong family or planet, and some created childhood illnesses or accidents in att-
empts to "escape" what seemed to them a terribly insane world.

Because of the extreme sensitivities and openness to past-lives, the First Wavers' home lives could
be difficult, even threatening. In all the Indigo Adults' astrological birth charts, challenging planetary
configurations  involving the  Sun,  Mercury and  Neptune are apparent.  Open to past world  injus-
tices, to  nature spirits, auras & invisible earth energies,  and "
knowing" things they couldn't explain
how or where they were  learned, these children were often viewed by families, schools or religions
as "
too different" to fit in. Considered "immature", mentally unstable__even "possessed", some were
locked away in institutions,  drugged, even given electric shock therapy while the parents instructed
watching siblings
: "See what happens if you don't behave." Many spent their youth feeling they tot-
ally "unacceptable".

The concentration camps,  the genocide in Europe,  the nuclear devastation of entire cities were all
too evident at the end of
WWII.  Yes__ it was dangerous to be "too different". The early cosmic kids
realized they must quickly learn what was considered "
real or "not real", and go along with what par-
ents and society considered  "normal behavior". Often frustrated because the culture was unprepar-
ed for their expanded sensitivities, many turned to the creative arts, finding there-in, safe expression
for their unusual inner experiences. "Indigo" or not, First Wavers plowed furrows in the social struct-
ures by seeding acceptance for those who would follow.

First Wavers are primarily Visionaries.

Second Wave Cosmic Seeds
Birthed from 1945 through 1983, including the "Crystal Children"  who began arriving in the 1980's.

Many joined civil rights movements and Viet Nam War protests of the sixties. Some became "flower
children", experimenting with communes, free sex and recreational drugs.

They tried to  change the materialistic values  of the industrial revolution,  demonstrating a desire to
heal twisted social concepts and endangered ecologies.  

Humanity's intellect  had peaked, but the attendant fierce competition, material greed and religious
mis-applications demanded major revisions.

During WWII,  women began working away from home,  replacing some of the men who entered the
military. They appreciated the freedom and self-confidence  money could bring. Later, with both pa-
parents absent from the home,  many Second Wavers  encountered their own versions of difficulties
__ loneliness or neglect.  Although their mothers  broke down gender barriers and modeled feminine
self-empowerment,  the majority of a  whole generation,  and perhaps  a second__ without a  parent
readily at hand __ lost out on  values traditionally instilled at home.  Our current decades  reveal the

As adults,  Second Wavers found career positions  from which to aid  the later arriving  Third Wavers
to manifest their missions.  

Second Wavers are stepping forward now,  challenging political, educational, medical, judicial, & reli-
gious patterns and creating charities, communities and businesses with fairer,  more cooperative ma-
nagements, more sympathetic to environmental, spiritual and social injustices.

Second Wavers are Thinkers.

Growing up during the "Cold War" in the shadow of  "The Bomb", they struggle still to put outward ex-
pression to  their i dealistic images.  Many investigated  Eastern spiritual philosophies  and practiced  
meditation, yoga, the martial arts or aromatherapy.

They challenged social systems and quietly made a difference through one-on-one encounters.

Second Wavers wrestle still with fears of  long-term commitments to  earthly individuals,  groups and
even families,  because prior to birth,  they made  commitments to  Universal  Purposes  and  wish to
avoid entanglements with lesser issues
. They must remain independent, mobile and poised  to adapt
instantly  to whatever Spirit Source requires of them.  Today's  fast-paced life  with frequent changes
seldom permits establishing permanent roots or keeping life-long promises for the Second Wavers.

Third Wave Cosmic Seeds
Tremendous changes occurred in our solar system in 1984  as the  Crystal Children  began to incar-
nate. But since
January, 1999, as humanity entered the Mayan Calendar's,12 year-long, final period
known as the  "
9th Wave/Galactic Underworld", every child born on Earth now is  a Third Wave
Cosmic Seed__ often called "
Rainbow Children" because of their multi-colored auras.  

All types of New  Children  have their own brand of  exceptional childhood experiences.  Many com-
municate with imaginary playmates,  fairies, angels, plants, animals, rocks or shadows.  Some spoke
ancient languages in babyhood, and knowingly chattered about music,  physics, biology or  computer
tech in preschool without ever having been exposed to those subjects.

These Third Wavers__ often diagnosed with ADD, ADHD, BIPOLARITY, AUTISM, OCD or ASBER-
GER SYNDROME__  could be "dangerous"  children.  

Here to
manifest the visions and ideals of the First and Second. Wavers, they feel no guilt while foll-
owing their social destinies.  Often difficult at home or in school,  bored because of their  light-speed  
learning abilities, photographic memories, telepathy and super-sensitivity, they know intuitively when
someone is lying or untrustworthy. Their minds work holistically__  seeing numerous bits of informa-
ition as continually-shifting, spherical geometric-patterned potentials__instead of linear progressions
of past, present & future__ as demanded by today's educational systems. Each views him/her-self as  
one element of "
The Group", rather than as a disconnected individual.  They are extremely determin-
ed, "system busters"__ the new social and cultural artists  who won't let anyone  or anything stand in
the way of completing their missions. They symbolize the previous culture's disconnection from Earth
and Nature. They need to spend more time in Nature__ the greener, the more healing.

Third Wave Manifesters are coming into their own now, fully conscious of what needs doing
to complete the Reconfiguration of Earth's New, 5th Density Physical  Reality__with an  "entitle
" that few of us understand__ for grounding It on the physical plane as true stewards of Earth.

Whether of the First, Second or Third Waves, all Cosmic Seeds are fully awakening to their
roles as Self-Realized human beings in Oneness and Unconditional Love for All.

                                      HIGHER CREATIVITY
It has been over three years since the December 21, 2012  "Shift of the Ages" date  when we ex-
pected that Earth & Humanity would suddenly leap into a new  Golden Age Density in a  great flash
of light.  We now know that was never part of the  Divine Plan,  which dwells  subconsciously withi
each of us since The Beginning.  And neither was it "The End of  The World"  as many__ other than
the Maya__ predicted. What actually occurred was a point at which "Individualize
d Humanity, Earth
and all Her life-forms had reached fulfillment of their  Consciousness Evolution,  and began entering
into a new,  planet-wide  Process of transformation into a  "
Unity Consciousness"  Evolution__ as a
Planetary Mind.

The Ascension Process reached its turning point December 21, 2012, and there's no turning back.
However, huge blasts of energy arrived over the three days of December 21st, 22nd, & 23rd cem-
enting Transformations from the Sun, the Galaxy and the Cosmos into planet Earth and all life upon

On December 21, 2012, we left the Age of Pisces, & began moving into the Age of Aquarius.
The symbol for the Age of Aquarius ____ represents two major energies which are now radiat-
ing from outside our solar system  and having very strong effects  upon  planet Earth and Humanity.
Those who are extremely sensitive began feeling them  12-21-12 __ perhaps to the point of discom-
fort in the physical, emotional and mental bodies.

Try not to resist these energies. They are very powerful,  & resistance can cause  pain and perhaps
injury to the etheric/physical bodies.  Allow them simply to pass through you, noting their effects, yet
remaining as detached as possible. By the time you began reading about this,  your bodies will have
adjusted and can be more deeply contacted, analyzed and put to use in constructive manners.

One of these two major energy forces is from the great cosmic avatar from the star system, Sirius.

The avatar formed its etheric body soon after  12-21-12,  and has by now manifested as  some type
of physical form.  

However, not as a human being!

It's influence has been slowly increasing, and most humans are by now feeling its energies, as it pro-
duces some very interesting effects on our bodies, as well as on the planet.

It's now time  o ask ourselves:  "
Where are we now in our Consciousness Evolution,  and just WHEN
WILL WE ACTUALLY ASCEND to that long-promised, higher density, Golden Life?"   

Earth's Magnetic Field has shifted drastically.

This causes major changes  in our brains & sympathetic nervous system patterns,  which affects ev-
olutionary changes in how we perceive our environments, as well as the way we now wish to discov-
er how we can create a better life for ourselves, for others and__ especially__for Earth.

Our consciousness is now concerned about resolving  
"the gender gap",  about the ways we live and  
relate with each other,   as well as our True Identity, & Trust, Integrity, Releasing Habits, Fears & Atti-
tudes that limit us. We desire Abundance and Peace for all.

We are moving beyond Intolerance, toward Celebration for our wondrous Diversity, living with Love  
and a sense of  Oneness in every situation.

The "Christ-Consciousness" is rapidly evolving around the globe.

Humanity is healing Itself__  person by person, group by group, nation by nation__ as our DNA, our
genetic structures transform with those major energies entering Earth from Sun, Moon, Planet, Star,
Comets, the Galaxy and Cosmos.

We are now, more than ever concerned about the devastations to Earth and Her life-forms, & the in-
creasing pollution of air, water, soil, food,  

Earth's Energy Fields & Grid Lines.
A New Global Civilization  is coming into being,  as we develop an  overwhelming  Respect,  Love  &
Gratitude for Earth/Gaia and  All Life Upon Her.

As we  become aware of, and connect with THE FORCES OF NATURE,  that can Teach Us How to
Create the New Earth Reality together  and Live in Peace, Perfect Health & Safety for Earth and our-

It may take many, years to complete this  Transformation of an entire planet's species,  but  IT IS AL-

We have been living in an  Age of Individualism, and are entering an Age of Oneness.

It is the "Return of the  Christ"__The Return of Christ-Consciousness &and of Christ-like energies to
All Evolved Humanity and the planet.

We must raise the Frequency Vibrations of our Consciousness to ascend to those higher de-

In this Age of Oneness, our Loving Creativity & Service  to the planet, other humans and all life-forms
__ planets, solar systems, galaxies, multi-universes__ is the Name of the Game.

We need to let go of  all out-worn beliefs and expectations__ even of the very idea of  furthering Asc-
ension, for
it is now completing automatically.

The ascension  experience of  moving from one Density to a higher one may dramatically change our
personal beliefs and expectations.

December 21st found many of us so exhausted,  periodically dizzy, nauseous,  mentally confused &
with muscle pains throughout our bodies, that we spent most of the day trying to sleep.

Since The Shift began,  we may be reaching states of Bliss more intense & far beyond anything ever
experienced before in our meditations.

Music is useful while meditating, as is watching online or TV photos of Earth's most beautiful places.
It gets you through a challenging day, and assists you in upgrading your Belief System.  

We feel:
"I and my Father are One" as if we have become "christed".

There's only
One Being here in this universe; just as we have billions of cells in our physical bodies,
so does Creator-Source have billions, even/trillions__infinite numbers__for our individual conscious-
nesses' cells are truly fractals of Its Supreme Beingness.

Every one of us carries a Creator-Source particle within us.

\The "morning after"__December 22-12__ we found ourselves STILL HERE, & not much seemed to
have really happened. But then we sensed that something DID happen __ something wonderful that
is still unfolding__ and will be for some time to come.  

During Christmas Day Night, I awoke to see Hal standing at the foot of his bed, gazing down at the
floor beside the bed.  He was fully dressed, wearing his cozy, old brown sweater & khaki work pants.  
He had not moved after a few minutes, so I asked, "
Hal__ is everything all right?" And "another" Hal
answered from his bed: "
Yes, why?" "Oh, Ah__ nothing", I said, unnerved. "I thought I saw you stan-
ding at the foot of your bed
." He just turned over and went back to sleep as the standing figure faded
away__ A Time Loop?

Three years later__
2015__ this episode repeated.  Hal had just returned from  a 2 week stay  in the
hospital after a life-threatening illness!

Very vivid dreams also arrived during the
12-21-12 period, offering clues as to whatever stage of the
ascension process we were currently experiencing  and how to deal with these circumstances. They
were still happening through December&d beyond.

Such dreams can be profound, quite true, and give us clues as to what is happening Inside us and
What We are Now Creating.

There was an increase in sinus congestion & drainage during the Three Days of Darkness, as our
immune systems received a boost that just might neutralize chem-trail toxins. I was still feeling phys-
ically debilitated, weak, nauseous, & slightly dizzy off and on. And although I'd been having hot flash-
es now and then over the past year or two__ now I was having cold chills after lunch or dinner. I was
so cold, my body shook and my teeth chattered. A  cup of hot water helped and in about 20 minutes,
all would be back to normal__ (whatever "normal" is these days.)

Many people are still Completing Preparations for Ascension; there are multiple ways to ascend.

Earth Herself, however, is now ascending into 5th-Density.  

December 21st, the Winter Solstice,  was spent  sleeping  for hours at a time,  then waking__ day
and night__ with sudden shocks of  "falling" back into 3- D"  after having been  "somewhere else", It
left me with a sense of "darkness"__ unable to recall where I'd been or for how long. Maybe I was  in
other density, and the "darkness" prediction may simply have meant an inability to re-call, remember
or understand what happened,  or where we were__ all accompanied with nausea, extreme exhaus-
tion, dizziness, and shortness of breath.

Most of the folks  ascending to 4th Density now are  Lightbearers,  Wayshowers,  Walk-ins,  Cosmic
Mothers,  New Kids,  Wanderers,  Starseeds or  Service-to Others Oriented,  in preparation to move
with Earth into 5th Density.

The upshot of all this, it seems, is that as we upgrade our consciousness,  our bodies & parts of our
environment also upgrade.

This will most likely continue until THE SHIFT itself occurs when all humans who have attuned their
frequencies with Earth will evolve into the Higher Densities. This may take  up to several years.  

We can Know The
Shift of the Ages is about to enter Its Final Phase when  Open Disclosure occurs
to the Entire World,  revealing how various ETs  have been influencing our planet and our lives, and
how we have been lied to, manipulated and kept in the dark here on Earth for eons of Time.

The Ascension Process Requires a TRANSFORMATION.
Every Transformation, whether on inner or outer levels, follows five steps:
1. A New Concept, issue or situation arises.
2. Another concept or issue in opposition, in contrast to that #1 challenge appears.
3. To balance #1 and #2,  we must find a  Common Bond or Purpose held as important  by both
perspectives. This is The Turning Point of the Transformation.
4. One or more Techniques are developed that will evolve #3:
The Common Bond or Purpose, into
a Reality.
5. The last step is the
Manifestation of the Transformation. To accomplish this__ one must Raise
One's Consciousness Frequencies, become Self-Realized & capable of Applying Multi-D-Technolo-

Consciousness Evolution Is reflected in every:

One of the most god-like potentials we humans possess is our Creativity.

Serious creative work can propel us into  Higher Brain Wave States  that more closely  merge us with
our work, feelings of timelessness,  mindfulness,  difficulty speaking o r understanding spoken words,
a sense of greater confidence, a lack of anxiety and a relationship to shapes, lines, textures & colors
that are unnameable.

Human Creative Potential is inherent  not only in artists and craftsmen,  but in  all imaginative per-
sons. Those who intentionally innovate something  that never existed in quite the same way before.

Creative acts can include cooking, gardening , teaching, healing, inventing, sports, decorating, build-
ing __ the list goes on and on.

Birthed in all children__  the Manifesters of our Future__ and in their parents and teachers,  creativity
is everyone's birthright;  not a special talent handed out to a fortunate few.

Far more than  an aesthetic exercise  uplifting us toward something finer and greater, creativity also
generates skills critical to coping with life__ and teaches us how to be Creator-Gods.

The skills learned for Fine Arts are very similar to the skills needed for inventing, for Holistic or Spirit-
ual Healing, & for Manifesting, since they all evolved from
Creator's Force Field.

If we are to cope with our current crises, we & our children need to evolve our Consciousness to rise
above our present hierarchical systems and material greed.  

Intentional-Energetic or Spiritual Healin
g __introduces new levels of Higher Creativity as we learn to
harmonize and regenerate people and our surroundings. Together we purify and heal Earth and our-
selves. The Multi-Dimensional Technologies offered here  don't seek to replace traditional traditional
medicine;  but to add choices to the established,  scientific foundation in  diagnosis and  crisis based

Every original painting, scientific invention, literary or musical composition, etc., is a R
eality that did
not exist before in exactly the same way.

We will learn How Creation Manifests & How The Universe Works,  for in order to smoothly pass to
higher states & densities of Reality,  we will__ together__  gradually create that  New Reality for the  
entire planet and  all life upon Her__ whether it's positive or negative.

We will discover The Skills Necessary for Creating with a Higher Consciousness , and learn to apply
those Skills to  Connect with Our Inner,  Spiritual Higher Selves for  Divine Guidance as we raise our
body's  vibrational levels  to the higher frequency vibrations  enabling our  Ascension into the  Higher
Densities. .

Part III, Chapters 8 through 1 reveal  How to Prepare for Ascension to the next 4th Density: ("Twilight
),  and then prepare for the following higher densities.  If we are to cope with  the challenges of
these days, we & our children must first  Evolve our Bodies' Vibratory Energetics be-yond our present
3-D over-emphasis on hierarchical systems, separatism, material greed,  competion,  materialism and

The Creative Force Field  surrounds and inter-penetrate s everything in ou r Universe . It is the  in-
visible energy of "empty" space residing both within and between Earth, stars, planets, suns, comets,
wormholes__ everything __ including humans, plants, minerals, animals, atoms, etc..  

However, The Creative Force Field  of space is
not  "empty"__ it is an infinite Energetic Fluid holding
all potentials for creating physical objects, situations or new realities. We are all particles of A Loving,
Supreme Consciousness__our Greater Being- Great Spirit-Sacred Source.

Because The Creative Force is all-pervasive & interconnected with everything in "Oneness"__what-
ever we do to Earth or to another life-form__ (and all minerals, plants, animals, insects, humans, off-
world beings, Suns, Planets, Galaxies, Moons & Universes, are Living Beings) __ we also do to our-

The Creative Force- Greater Self- Great Spirit - Creator is ALIVE. It is Intelligent, It is Loving,
It is
Purposeful & Self-Organizing.

It is our human privilege and destiny to contact that Force and Co-Create in tandem with It.


8-25-1984: A young woman from New Zealand was visiting her sister Idaho Falls.  She gave psychic
readings to people in the metaphysical groups there. A few days later, she came to the Big Lost River
Valley where she gave private readings for me and several others, telling us that huge changes were
coming to Earth in the future, and people were needed to learn about this change,  how to adapt to it,
and be ready to assist others when it occurred. Five of us took her advice and formed a Study Group,
holding weekly meetings using Edgar Cayce's "
SEARCH FOR GOD" lessons.

Robin told me: "Y
ou will be engaged in activities other than art.  It will be a growing time__ a learn-
ing time.  The world is in need of the  simple  truths of life  as you  express through  your art.  Look
deep into the heart of your expression  through art and  portray this  Simplicity and  Beauty through
other mediums as in application to the Future That You See for People.  Bring the Peace,  Serenity,
Truth and Simplicity of NATURE to Man.__ God Bless."  "
The Planetary Hierarchy".       

Later,  interpreting that date with  astrological information,  I discovered that  Robin's Reading  for me
was a "PREPARATION FOR REBIRTHING"__ but I had no idea what that meant.

Robin also told me that many of my paintings were  "channeled"  from well-known artists who had al-
ready died. She knew I had been keeping Journals about my paintings, exhibitions & traveling.  She
was also aware  that I had been thinking of  writing about Creativity for a long time, but had not done

I said I had tried to write several times,  but could not come up with any  subjects or  information that
seemed appropriate.  Robin suggested I go out into Nature,  as I did when painting on location,  and
just close my eyes, relax,  and move into that mental state where i normally began to paint__ but this
time, just begin writing__ anything that came to mind.

After the personal "Reading From Robin",  I took her advice  and went into my wildflower garden  and
connected with Earth & Nature,  which I'd dearly loved since a very young child , and let my mind wa-
nder as I did when beginning to paint outdoors.

I was not aware that  Our Sun Had Reached the Galactic Center Equator since
December 21- 1980,
as I began daily Meditation & Dreamwork
August -25-1984 after the Reading from Robin.

The first "meditations" were simply more like "Reveries"__ as if I were "talking to myself" about what I
felt regarding the change of seasons from summer into autumn,  and relating that idea  to a sense of
"life changes" coming within me as well:

8-18-84: MEDITATION: "There is a sadness and a quiet in my garden this morning. I feel Autumn__
THE FALL__ in the air: a TIME when GROWING STOPS, & the FORMING OF NEW SEEDS  beg-
ins. Then comes THE HARVEST."

"But I do not Harvest my GARDEN. I leave the fruits & seeds to fall to the earth, hoping they'll take
root after their long sleep, and that when the SUN once more SHINES, and EARTH once more RE-
VOLVES, some will be strong enough to take up their DESTINY and GO FORTH to ADMINISTER
to the EARTH.
(Something else seemed to be writing this from inside me!).

"Oh ye of little faith. Our fathers and mothers will not forsake us. We shall all be made pure & whole
again as in The Spring of Life__ and THE SPRING OF THE WORLD: A NEW BEGINNING

"FEED & NOURISH THE MULTITUDES."  "I require not  Sacrifice__ but Mercy. As we have all felt\
the deprivations  and the devastations of Earth and Souls,  so shall be  recognized and  felt the mer-
cies which will follow.  No more shall we  sacrifice ourselves or others.  It will be good. Some shall
fall from the Harvest Acts, but many shall be Gathered In for the New Crop to come."

"After that day, will fall from the sky, minions and millions. Cares and burdens drop into our laps to
shine forth in  The New Day's  splendor of the Night,  holding both new promises and greater bless-
ssings than one can find words to describe. We lost much in order to gain more. Less is more."

"Now wait__ the Time is at hand. Rest Up for the Long Night to come. Peace Be With You. Noth-
ing matters anymore. Let Go. Let it Come. Leave it Be.."



which begins with the  unders
tanding of the Two Primary Modes of Creativity:  INSPIRA-
. We need both to create well on Earth.

Many people are expressing through art, science, business or sports yet not necessarily pulling ins-
piration from a higher place.  On the other hand, there are persons continually having ingenious ide-
as, but never bringing them into useful form. Not everyone needs to be an artist, athlete, scientist or  
musician, but we all need to understand the Creative Process.

The Inspirational- Receiving Mode  is like Inhaling a Creative Breath,  while the Expressive-
Projecting Mode exhales the Breath's Manifestation.

Our passion for creating  is strongest in childhood when we're still fully connected with the Creative
Force Field

Our personal connection with The Field originates in the lowest subtle energy center in our bodies.
(Figure 2).

That Force  moves upwards through  seven subtle-energy centers  called  "Chakras"  as life evolves,
enabling us to create in higher states of consciousness.  

At puberty, the force focuses in the reproductive organs. Some creative energy remains in each cell,  
but most then gather in the second__ the
Sacral Energy Chakra at adolescence.

We need Creativity in our lives.  We are all artists__ perhaps not  musicians,  writers,  painters,  dan-
cers, or inventors__ but we all feel that same inner drive  urging us toward  a collective human  dest-

The Creative Process, when developed & applied, generates imagination, introduces pattern reconi-
ition, teaches novel problem-solving,  enriches our days and  offers  broader perspectives  about life.
In my workshops, I never met anyone who was unable to create in some way.

Together, we humans have been birthing something remarkable since the beginning of life on Earth.

It seems Humanity has been following this  
Quest for Higher Creativity  for over 75,000 years. No, I
don't have all the answers, & like you,  I'm still searching for  even more of the great puzzle pieces to
Life on Earth.

But because of my unusual experiences & experiments  I feel I can offer meaningful options and sug-
gestions that may help you with your search for a Higher Creative Life.

Let Us Consider:
* How did "primitive" civilizations build  pyramids & monuments all over the world without modern day
technology__ when we still can't reproduce them to size today?

* How did the  Maya, the Aztecs, the Incas,  the builders of  Stonehenge &  the prodigious  pyramids
and monuments around the glob e know not only the existence of,  but of even the exact positions of
planets  invisible to the naked eye,  which determined the  geographic placement of  the monuments
and pyramids__ when they had no telescopes?

* How did early cultures create Stonehenge,  the Nazca Lines and the many monuments and pyra-
mids reflecting star constellation patterns  with measurements  exactly matching  their global longi-
tudes and latitudes __  without airplanes or satellites?

* And most amazing of all__  what accounts for  humans'  extreme jump in  intelligence over the last
half  of the 20th century?  IQ scores throughout the world  have soared dramatically  since the tests
were introduced. The rise is so sharp that it suggests the average school child today is as bright as
the near-geniuses of the previous generation. Researchers claim our gene pool cannot change fast
enough to explain this leap, so we can't say that genetics has caused it.

* Our nearest animal relatives, the apes, were thought not smart enough to create tools, but recently,
African female chimpanzees  were discovered  breaking twigs off trees,  sharpening them  to a point
with their teeth,  then hunting and  killing bush babies  or food.  Orangutans, too,  use small twigs to
poke into  ant nests  and eat the ants that  crawl up  the sticks  without  being bitten  by handling the

Why Are These Things Happening?
Humanity's intellect and technology have reached a developmental climax,  triggering world crises of
over-population, stress, earth & climate changes, acculturation, pollution & military strife. Can we sur-
vive these times of
Adolescent, Material Technology without destroying ourselves?

A personal quest for  Higher Creativity suggested that  
patriarchal science and logic  must be balanc-
ed with  the more f
eminine side of ourselves__  creative consciousness,  compassion,  intuition  and
spirituality__ if we humans are to thrive through the next several years.

Humans can use their
Innate Creativity to Evolve Their Consciousness in various ways.

In 4-D we become familiar with  Other-Dimensional Experiences  such as
 Synchronicities,  Dreams,
,  Out-of Body &  Near Death Experiences,  as well as Realities beyond Linear Time, Anchor-
ed in Space, or Spherical Consciousness.

These experiences teach us about using our Free Will to make appropriate Choices and learning to
Love each other Unconditionally,  as we evolve our consciousness to even higher densityty/dimens-
ional states.  

Ascending into a 5-D state of awareness allows us to consciously & deliberately Create New
Realities for Earth, Self and All Life-forms.

Not intended to force change,  this web-book simply tries  to foster hope for the near-future  by offer-
ing options for creating and living a more abundant, fulfilled and purposeful life in The 4th Density.  

"Part II  The Basic Inner Technologies" )  attempts to evolve both our individual & planet-wide states
of consciousness  to the degree that we make positive changes in ourselves and in our personal en-
vironment at will.

                                                  CREATIVE FORCES
Spirituality, Nature, Healing and Manifesting are Creative Forces at work in our world today,  and
every individual plays  an important role within their patterns.  More frequent &  more intense skills  &
insights occur as one
consciously and intentionally cooperates with those Forces.

Indigenous peoples see  Creator Source  in all that lives and  know themselves as  One with  Nature.  
Many of us believe their perceptions to be mere imagination or superstition.

But as civilization escalates,  high tech discoveries & inventions can seem imaginary__ even magical
__ to people of the industrialized world.

Quantum compute gurus are making fantastic leaps in the electronics and space industries;  yet how
many among us can explain quantum mechanics, or even why computers work?

The first three levels of  Consciousness Evolution are "Sleeper", "Seeker" &  "First Enlight-

Many humans still dwell in a "Sleeper State", blindly following what the human "herd' (the general co-
nsensus) or  "experts",  "authorities" or  mainstream media propose__  unaware of the  real  invisible
forces that determine our lives.

Actually,  we're working on  a number of levels simultaneously,  completing each stage in appropriate
order before achieving  
"Full Enlightenment"  and the Independence it brings from controlling govern-
ments, corporations, organized religions, financial, health and educational systems.

                                          THE "SLEEPER"
At the  "Sleeper" Stage", we're unaware of a side of life we've somehow missed.  When we become
frustrated enough with current life situations, we start looking for other options__ new directions.

Our Inherent Creativity  challenges us to reach for  that intangible somethin g we've sensed as some-
how missing.  We become aware of a mysterious  
Creative Force  seething within us. And we want to
know more about it.

So how can we Nurture that Inner Creativity__ instilling creative habits in ourselves  and in the minds
of growing children?  (
See Archives). The practice of Creative Arts can awaken the "Sleeper" & prop-
el him into the "
Seeker Stage" of Consciousness Evolution.

                                          THE "SEEKER"
Through regular practice of fine arts, and time spent in  Nature, we trigger the creative drive to rise to
third energy center__ the solar plexus chakra.

While creating through this center, new ideas have been uncovered by practical creators throughout
the centuries.

We, too,  will gain increased satisfaction with our time in Nature,  and with our artistic works because
we'll be less dependent on making the artwork look  "
physically real",  &  more interested in "express-
" what we're feeling or thinking inside.

Pablo Picasso said, "Painting isn't an aesthetic operation__ it's a form of  magic designed as a me-
diator between that  strange hostile outer world & us
;   a way of seizing power by giving form to our
terrors as well as to our desires

As we become "Seekers", whose inner creative urges challenge us to reach for that magic.

It 's imperative to keep this Creative Force flowing strongly through ourselves__ & especially through
youngsters__ because in our society,  public education, institutions & mass medias are controlled by
military-industrial & religious factions, whose bottom lines are to make us obey, work harder, produce
more, yet earn less & end up in debt to them.

Then we must sell what we've made, buy something, use it, discard it, & repeat the process over and
over to stay alive__ leaving no time for inner reflection or for creativity.

And__ we must fight their wars for them as well__ while they get richer and more powerful.

The Seeker  
deliberately investigates  another side to life. Soon she becomes aware of  a secret  Inn-
er Life and passionately desires it, eventually entering the "
First Enlightenment Stage".

People at spiritual seminars  and metaphysical conferences  like to share stories of  getting their first
pop"__ the unusual event that triggered their electrifying awakenings.  Classic triggers are an  incre-
dible coincidence, a severe blow to the head, an accident or serious illness, a lucid dream,  a mental
shock, a vivid vision__ or even being in a coma.

"Wake-Up Calls":__  accessed in  higher density  states__ can  point an  individual  towards
their life purposes.

In 1965-66,  the planets Pluto & Uranus joined three times in the zodiac sign of Virgo, The first world
satellite communications system linked all people on the planet, the "
Star Trek" TV series began and
the Gateway Arch in St. Louis rose.  

Virgo and the Sixth House of and astrological birth chart  deals with organizing information, with prac-
tical service, responsibilities and mental and health habits and wellness.

On Spiritual Levels, it also introduces one to "
The Path of Discipleship".

The summer of
1966, my progressed Moon moved into Virgo & my 6th House,  presenting an oppor-
tunity to  examine my health and spiritual belief systems  and move beyond a  
"Sunday-school God"'.
I then had my first adult

When ill,  I faint and fall face down on a hardwood floor,  producing a mild concussion  and cracking
all four,  front upper teeth.  Months later,  one of those teeth abscesses, but we can't find a dentist o-
ver the long  Fourth of July weekend.  By the time I do find a dentist,  I'm half out of my head  from 3
days of pain and no food or sleep.

Tuesday morning, as the dentist examines the teeth,  I relax under the novocaine, sigh and close my
eyes. Suddenly I'm floating near the ceiling, looking down at my body in the chair below, with the de-
ntist and his assistant working over me! A silver cord stretches down to my physical body's midriff. A
long  tunnel with a light at the far end  opens above me in the ceiling,  and I float through to exit at  a
vast plain stretching before me  in shades of  red & black__  like  infrared photography.  Six or seven
elongated beings of  white light hover there.  Very tall and humanoid in form  with only heads__ dark,
empty "eyes__ and with arms, but no hands or feet. They glow like lighted smoke or fog.

Feelings of  overwhelming sacredness,  ecstasy and  love wash over me.  I feel I've  "
Come Home at
",  and recognize these beings as kindred souls f rom a forgotten past. We reach out & hug each

But they say, "I
t's too soon. You must return. You have more work to do".

"But I like it here; I don't want  o go back!," I cry out.

Yet,  even as I speak,  I feel the silver cord reeling me back into the tunnel.  A few moments later, I'm
once again in the dentist's chair.  Hal is here.  They had called the doctor.  They say I had  no pulse,
no breath. I had died in the chair. My jeans are wet__ my bladder has emptied.

The doctor diagnoses a touch of blood poisoning  and sends me home to eat a little light food, drink
plenty of water and rest.  I do so;  but am so terribly angry over having to  come back after experien-
cing that incredible love and ecstasy on the other side", that I can't even talk about it.

(Hmph!__ people wouldn't believe it anyway. I'm not sure I do.) Back at work two days later, I'm fine.

This uncanny experience  completely shatters my  belief system. I "
wake-up"!  Now  I  know__ there
IS life after death. I
know there are other "realms" to life,  and the familiarity of the light beings opens
me to the possibilities of

Years later,
Dr. Raymond Moody writes about similar events,  and I realize I've had a classic Near-
(NDE). My life is forever changed: I no longer fear death. My self-security streng-

But what did they mean about it  being  "
too soon"?  And what is this  "more work "  I have to do? I'm
already caring for a home,  a husband, three teenagers  managing a collection agency, and painting
or giving classes several evenings a week. Isn't that enough "work", for crying out loud?

"IQ is always relative  o one's environment... IQ tests today measure mathematical ability, log-
ic & reasoning, but still aren't able to measure creativity, compassion, intuition or art ability
                                Bill Bockus: "The Universe: Theoretical Physics for the Young Adult."

                                     "FIRST ENLIGHTENMENT"
When attuned to the Creative Force Within, First Enlightenment Stage individuals' Creative Drive a-

In the
Inspirational Mode, our physical senses become keener & trigger our Creative Skills.

Can we,simply by shifting our
Focus, change our perceptions of reality?

Can something as simple as
Attention either keep us in a present state, or transport us to expanded
levels of divine  consciousness?

Using both Intuitive-Inspiration and Intellectual-Expressive Modes of the Creative Process,
we develop abilities vital to achieving excellence in any field.  

hese Creative Skills prepare us to manifest life's necessities from within higher density levels, and to
draw upon and enhance aspects of our entire organism__  physical, mental, emotional, energetic and
spiritual__  to unlock life purposes, refine our inner and outer lives and prepare us for
Part II__ Basic
Multi-Dimensional Technologies
that assist us to raise our consciousness vibrations allow-iing us to
reach higher densities.

At a First Enlightenment Stage,  our greatest strengths are an  independence from the main-
stream mindset
s and rigid dogmas.

n order to be more original,  many painters try to release from h abitual techniques and patterns that  
compromise surprise  in their works__ from the stiff,  "this is how to  paint a rose",  or  "this is  how to
paint a sky" type of approach,  or the use of  trite color formulas__ or,  "this is what  wins prizes at ex-

For example: The
unfamiliar can be frustrating, even scary.

But to the experienced, Change is an important element of both creativity and spirituality.

As watercolorists create, they are always asking, "What else is possible?" or, "How can I  change my
approach to this subject and discover something new

                               DEVELOP AND USE HIGHER CREATIVITY SKILLS

Curiously, the creative skills used by successful artists are similar to the spiritual skills of an expand-
ed consciousness individual, allowing one to use the new technologies effectively.

                                   MULTI-DIMENSIONAL CONSCIOUSNESS
We  develop a Multi-dimensional Higher Density Consciousness by  evolving our spirituality
and raising our body's frequencies to ascend above the 3-D Reality__ first into 4-D, and soon
thereafter into 5-D and beyond__ where clear thoughts and loving feelings cause similar ev-
ents to attract themselves to us.

We can greatly expand our consciousness through the ONENESS experience (Unity Consciousness)
when merged with UNCONDITIONAL LOVE as

We BECOME whatever we Focus on while zoned out  in prayer, contemplation or meditation.

From 5-D and beyond,  we can move in and out of other dimensional realms  to serve our planet, our
fellow humans, our planet's life-forms, and Divine Consciousness- Great Spirit-Supreme Creator.

However we chose to express ourselves,  certain Creative Skills are needed to be learned in prepar-
ation for B
asic MultiDimensional Technologies, (Part II). These skills can be acquired by anyone ha-
ving the passion or discipline for regular practice.

Although they spring from engagement in creative activities__ music, painting, theater, dance, writing,
sports, prayer, scientific innovation, meditation, teaching or healing, etc..

If approached with an open mind, they reveal a broader depth to them. (More
Creative Skills are list-
ed in the

When a First Enlightenment Stage individual attunes to his Inner Psychic Child/Subconscio-
us,  he begins to sense that he is leading a double life__ the everyday outer life, and a mys-
terious, enticing inner life.

Mind, body and feelings re-order themselves into new forms of energy and harmony, as if  they, too,
artistic mediums.  

We all  desire to have "Psychic" &/or "Paranormal" Skills__ and we can have them__
but they will only automatically birth within us as we raise our consciousness freque-
ncies to 4th & 5th Density levels.

When a  truly committed individual opens to the Creative Force Field that inspires,  transforms & ma-  
kes everything new, he/she one day realizes, without a doubt, how Creative Skills lift one far beyond
materialism__ and absolutely impel us to apply our Inspiration & Expression to fashion a more creat-
ive lifestyle, as well.
                                            Welcome to the Other Side of Life.
                                         NEXT__: "RISING TO 4-D."    
"Creating New Earth Reality with Multi-Density Technologies"
                              By MARILYN LA CROIX

        The Creative Force Field.
      Consciousness Evolution.
      Why Are These Things Happening?
*     "THE SLEEPER."
*     "THE SEEKER."