SEPTEMBER SONG:  13" watercolor mandala  
by Marilyn La Croix.
Human consciousness  has evolved so much since we first
went online,  that a major overhaul  was required.  Some of
the more  originally presented,  detailed information has be-
come  commonly  known.  Therefore,  much of that  informa-
tion has now been placed into an
 Archives where it can be
accessed by those still unfamiliar with the subjects,  or who  
wish to  refresh their  memories. The general flow of neces-
sary information will, thereby, remain uninterrupted.

This text's unusual  information may send a few  jolts of lightning  through some readers. If you find
yourself feeling  strangely  uncomfortable,  perhaps even  temporarily  carried into an  altered state,
stop__  wait a few hours or days, & then resume reading when you feel ready, even if what is pres-
ented is not yet thoroughly understood.

Consciousness is an inward sensibility or awareness of one's own existence, sensations and realiza-
tions that have been agreed upon  by both the individual and the groups of people with whom he/she
has been, or is now, involved.

This suggests there exists a
Supreme, Cosmic Consciousness behind the underlying patterns of  
Everything and Every Life-form on Earth and in the Universe.

This Force expresses through all of us in a
Creative Process.

Our innovative ideas & inspirations  flow directly from the  Supreme Creative Consciousness through  
All Life Everywhere.

We'll be covering how artists, musicians, inventors & crafters think and work, because this web-book  
is really all about CREATING __ creating on several different levels.

We all desire to have  "Psychic" &/or  "Paranormal" skills__ and we can have them__  but
they will only automatically  birth  within us  as we raise our consciousness frequencies to
4th & 5th Density levels.

                                     THE ASCENSION PROCESS
The Universe Creates Life.

It is filled with Life__ Life at every evolutionary level, such as microscopic subatomic particles, micro-
bes, bacteria or minerals, having a consciousness only of energy and of being in a form.  

Over long, long periods of time, the tiny life-forms evolve into  
plant forms,  having an awareness of
warmth, light, growth or change.

Still later, they become
animal forms that are aware of each other & of movement and choice. Some
animal forms evolved into
humanoid forms, which is where we've been for eons.

We exist in, and are aware of,
Three Dimensions__  width,  length and height.  

We've been
Third Density Beings, having lives teaching us How to Love, how to become Unique,
One-of-a-kind Individuals, & how to make appropriate Choices so we might evolve to Higher Density
evolutionary levels __
4h, 5th, and beyond __ all the way back to Supreme Creator Source Itself.  

12-21-12, Humanity has been attempting to move into Fourth Density's various levels.

Some evolved souls, however are already ascending to the lower levels of
Fifth Density during this

Earth's Spirit Within__ Gaia__ is gradually moving fully into
Fifth Density.

                                                       COSMIC SEEDS
The First Wave:
New Children with advanced consciousness abilities began birthing on Earth early in the 20th centu-
ry, soon after World War I.  

Often called "
Cosmic Seeds", some had already achieved Ascension to the 4th Density__ "Twilight
"__ in past lives, and had agreed to reincarnate again during the End Times.

They were unusually aware souls__ few in numbers__ who came to assist less evolved humans with
their consciousness evolution, and to nurture Earth as a sacred planet.

Today we describe them as "
Wayshowers", "Lightworkers", ["Starseeds": those aware of having lived
on other planets] and as "
Wanderers", [sometimes called "Cosmic Mothers"] who had spent past lives
assisting planets and their inhabitants enslaved by dark forces to achieve Ascension.

I came in with on the  First Wave in  
1932  in the depths of the  Great Depression,  to an Upper Mid-
Midwestern, involved in business, religion, education,  electronic technology,  sports and
fine arts.  I was nine years old whe n
World  War  II  began. We had family members in service in Ja-
pan,  the  Panama Canal Zone  and in the  Navy  at Pearl Harbor  when it was  bombed.  My  uncles
and  second-cousins  served in the military through the war.  When I was twelve,  reports and  news-
reels of Holocaust victims shocked the world,  followed by atom bombs on Japan.  Man's inhumanity  
toward Man,  alongside my frequently occurring  paranormal events,  propelled me into  a desperate
search for
Security.  I had to find out Whom or What to Trust  & to gain some understanding of what
could aid us to transcend the suffering so rampant on beloved Earth.

First Wavers__  birthed generally from 1926 to 945__ had come to uplift,  to inspire new vis-
ions, and to communicate ancient wisdom to those who would follow.

At the appropriate time, they would help awaken the Second and Third  Waves to their spiritual dest-
inies and catalyze mankind to self-regenerate in preparation for the profound changes prophesied for
early in the 21st Century.

Some of these First Wavers are what we call "
Indigo Adults",  (due to their aura color) who had sens-
ed from infancy their purposes for being on Earth at this time.

Quantum Mechanics was discovered in 1926. In 1930, and the planet Pluto was discovered.

Atomic energies developed and world population  boomed.

1931, Edgar Cayce opened the world's first holistic healing clinic.

To higher intelligences guiding Earth these events, plus the
Great Depression and WWII, signaled
a need for the experienced beings to enter Earth.

All three waves of Cosmic Seeds had unusual childhood experiences. They had to mature and sur-
vive  through one of  the darkest periods  in human history.  The  memory veils  of the First Wavers  
were thinned,  enabling them to recover information from past-lives to assist later generations. Ret-
aining hazy impressions of previous cultures, events and civilizations, many grew up  believing they
were born into the wrong family or planet, and some created childhood illnesses or accidents in att-
empts to "escape" what seemed to them a terribly insane world.

Because of the extreme sensitivities and openness to past-lives, the First Wavers' home lives could
be difficult, even threatening. In all the Indigo Adults' astrological birth charts, challenging planetary
configurations  involving the  Sun,  Mercury and  Neptune are apparent.  Open to past world  injus-
tices, to  nature spirits, auras & invisible earth energies,  and "
knowing" things they couldn't explain
how or where they learned them,  these children were often viewed by families, schools or religions
as "
too different" to fit in. Considered "immature", mentally unstable__even "possessed", some were
locked away in institutions, drugged, even given electric shock therapy while the parents instructed
watching siblings
: "See what happens if you don't behave." Many spent their youth feeling they to-
tally "unacceptable".

The concentration camps,  the genocide in Europe,  the nuclear devastation of entire cities were all
too evident at the end of
WWII.  Yes__ it was dangerous to be "too different". The early cosmic kids
realized they must quickly learn what was considered "
real or "not real", and go along with what par-
ents and society considered  "normal behavior". Often frustrated because the culture was unprepar-
ed for their expanded sensitivities, many turned to the creative arts, finding there-in, safe expression
for their unusual inner experiences. "Indigo" or not, First Wavers plowed furrows in the social struct-
ures by seeding acceptance for those who would follow.

Second Wave Cosmic Seeds
Birthed from 1945 through 1983, including the "Crystal Children"  who began arriving in the 1980's.

Many joined civil rights movements and Viet Nam War protests of the sixties. Some became "flower
children", experimenting with communes, free sex and recreational drugs.

They tried to  change the materialistic values  of the industrial revolution,  demonstrating a desire to
heal twisted social concepts and endangered ecologies.  

Humanity's intellect  had peaked, but the attendant fierce competition, material greed and religious
mis-applications demanded major revisions.

WWII,  women began working away from home,  replacing some of the men who entered the
military. They appreciated the freedom and self-confidence  money could bring.  Later, with both pa-
parents absent from the home,  many Second Wavers  encountered their own versions of difficulties
__ loneliness or neglect.  Although their mothers  broke down gender barriers and modeled feminine
self-empowerment,  the majority of a  whole generation,  and perhaps a  second__ without a  parent
readily at hand __ lost out on  values traditionally instilled at home.  Our current decades  reveal the

As adults, Second Wavers found career positions from which to aid the later arriving Third Wavers to
manifest their missions.  

Second Wavers are stepping forward now, challenging political, educational, medical, judicial, & reli-
gious patterns and creating charities, communities and businesses with fairer, more cooperative ma-
nagements, more sympathetic to environmental, spiritual and social injus- ices.

First Wavers  are primarily  Visionaries.

But Second Wavers are  Thinkers.

Growing up during the  
"Cold War",  in the shadow of  "The Bomb",  they struggle still  to put outward
expression to their idealistic images.  Many investigated  Eastern spiritual philosophies and practiced  
meditation, yoga, the martial arts or aromatherapy.

They challenged social systems and quietly made a difference through one-on-one encounters.

Second Wavers wrestle still with fears of  long-term commitments to earthly individuals, groups and
even families,  because prior to birth,  they made  commitments to  Universal  Purposes  and wish to
avoid entanglements with lesser issues
. They must remain independent, mobile and poised to adapt
instantly  to whatever Spirit Source requires of them.  Today's  fast-paced life  with frequent changes
seldom permits establishing permanent roots or keeping life-long promises for the Second Wavers.

Third Wave Cosmic Seeds
Tremendous changes occurred in our solar system in 1984 as the Crystal Children began to incar-
nate. But since
January, 1999, as humanity entered the Mayan Calendar's,12 year-long, final period
known as the "
9th Wave/Galactic Underworld", every child born on Earth now is a Third Wave Cos-
mic Seed__ often called "Rainbow Children"  because of their multi-colored auras.  

All types of New  Children have their own brand of exceptional childhood experiences. Many commu-
nicate with imaginary playmates, fairies, angels, plants ,animals, rocks or shadows. Some spoke an-
cient languages in babyhood, & knowingly chattered about music, physics, biology or computer tech
in preschool without ever having been exposed to those subjects.

These Third Wavers__ often diagnosed with ADD, ADHD, BIPOLARITY, AUTISM, OCD or ASBER-
ER SYNDROME__  could be "dangerous"  children.  

Here to
manifest the visions and ideals of the First and Second. Wavers, they feel no guilt while foll-
owing their social destinies.  Often difficult at home or in school,  bored because of their  light-speed  
learning abilities, photographic memories, telepathy and super-sensitivity, they know intuitively when
someone is lying or untrustworthy. Their minds work holistically__  seeing numerous bits of informa-
ition as continually-shifting, spherical geometric-patterned potentials__instead of linear progressions
of past, present & future__ as demanded by today's educational systems. Each views him/her-self as  
one element of
"The Group", rather than as a disconnected individual. They are extremely determin-
ed, "
system busters"__the new social and cultural artists who won't let anyone or anything stand in
the way of completing their missions. They symbolize the previous culture's disconnection from Earth
and Nature. They need to spend more time in Nature__ the greener, the more healing.

These Third Wave
Manifesters are coming into their own now, fully conscious of what needs doing
to complete the
Reconfiguration of Earth's New, 5th Density Physical  Reality__with an "entitle-
ment attitude
" that few of us understand__ for grounding It on the physical plane as true stewards of

Whether of the First, Second or Third Waves, all Cosmic Seeds are fully awakening to their roles as
Self-Realized human beings in
Oneness and Unconditional Love for All.

                                             HIGHER CREATIVITY
It has been over three years since the December 21, 2012  "Shift of the Ages" date  when we ex-
pected that Earth & Humanity would suddenly leap into a new  Golden Age Density in a  great flash
of light.  We now know that was never part of the  Divine Plan,  which dwells  subconsciously withi
each of us since The Beginning.  And neither was it "The End of  The World"  as many__ other than
the Maya__ predicted. What actually occurred was a point at which "Individualize
d Humanity, Earth
and all Her life-forms had reached fulfillment of their  Consciousness Evolution,  and began entering
into a new,  planet-wide  Process of transformation into a  "
Unity Consciousness"  Evolution__ as a
Planetary Mind.

The Ascension Process reached its turning point December 21, 2012, and there's no turning back.
However, huge blasts of energy arrived over the three days of
December 21st, 22nd, & 23rd cem-
enting Transformations from the Sun, the Galaxy and the Cosmos into planet Earth and all life upon

December 21, 2012, we left the Age of Pisces, and began moving into the Age of Aquarius.
The symbol for the Age of Aquarius ____ represents two major energies which are now radiat-
ing from outside our solar system  and having very strong effects  upon  planet Earth and Humanity.
Those who are extremely sensitive began feeling them  
12-21-12 __ perhaps to the point of discom-
fort in the physical, emotional and mental bodies.

Try not to resist these energies. They are very powerful,  & resistance can cause  pain and perhaps
injury to the etheric/physical bodies.  Allow them simply to pass through you, noting their effects, yet
remaining as detached as possible. By the time you began reading about this,  your bodies will have
adjusted and can be more deeply contacted, analyzed and put to use in constructive manners.

One of these two major energy forces  is from the great cosmic avatar from the star system,  

The avatar formed its etheric body soon after  12-21-12,  and has by now manifested as  some type
of physical form.  

However, not as a human being!

It's influence has been slowly increasing, and most humans are by now feeling its energies, as it pro-
duces some very interesting effects on our bodies, as well as on the planet.

It's now time  to ask ourselves
:   "Where are we now  in our  Consciousness Evolution,  and  just
WHEN WILL WE ACTUALLY ASCEND  to that long-promised, higher density, Golden Life?"   

Earth's Magnetic Field has shifted drastically.

This causes major changes in our brains & sympathetic nervous system patterns, which affects ev-
olutionary changes in how we perceive our enviroments, as well as the way we now wish to discov-
er how we can create a better life for ourselves, for others and__ especially__for Earth.

Our consciousness is now concerned about resolving
"the gender gap", about the ways we live and  
relate with each other, as well as our True Identity, & Trust, Integrity, Releasing Habits, Fears & Atti-
tudes that limit us.

We desire
Abundance and Peace for all.

We are moving beyond Intolerance, toward Celebration for our wondrous
Diversity, living with Love  
and a sense of
 Oneness in every situation.

The  "
Christ-Consciousness" is rapidly evolving around the globe.

Humanity is healing Itself__  person by person, group by group, nation by nation__ as our DNA, our
genetic structures transform with those major energies entering Earth from Sun, Moon, Planet, Star,
Comets, the Galaxy and Cosmos.

We are now, more than ever concerned about the devastations to Earth and Her life-forms, & the in-
creasing pollution of air, water, soil, food,  

Earth's Energy Fields & Grid Lines.
A New Global Civilization is coming into being, as we develop an overwhelming Respect, Love &
Gratitude for Earth/Gaia and  All Life Upon Her.

As we  become aware of, and connect with
THE FORCES OF NATURE, that can Teach Us How to
Create the New Earth Reality together and Live in Peace, Perfect Health & Safety for Earth and our-

It may take many, years to complete this Transformation of an entire planet's species,  but  IT IS AL-

We have been living in an
 Age of Individualism, and are entering an Age of Oneness.

It is the "Return of the  Christ"__The Return of Christ-Consciousness & of Christ-like energies to
All Evolved Humanity and the planet.

We must raise the Frequency Vibrations of our Consciousness to ascend to those higher densities.

In this
Age of Oneness, our Loving Creativity & Service  to the planet, other humans and all life-
forms__  planets, solar systems, galaxies, multi-universes__ is the Name of the Game.

We need to let go of all out-worn beliefs and expectations__ even of the very idea of furthering Asc-
ension, for
it is now completing automatically.

The ascension  experience of  moving from one Density to a higher one may dramatically change our
personal beliefs and expectations.

December 21st found many of us so exhausted, periodically dizzy, nauseous, mentally confused
and with muscle pains throughout our bodies, that we spent most of the day trying to sleep.

The Shift began, we may be reaching states of Bliss more intense & far beyond anything ever
experienced before in our meditations.

Music is useful while meditating, as is watching online or TV photos of Earth's most beautiful places.
It gets you through a challenging day, and assists you in upgrading your Belief System.  

We feel
: "I and my Father are One" as if we have become "christed".

There's only
One Being here in this universe; just as we have billions of cells in our physical bodies,
so does Creator-Source have billions, even/trillions__infinite numbers__for our individual conscious-
nesses' cells are truly fractals of Its Supreme Beingness.

Every one of us carries a Creator-Source particle within us.

\The "morning after"__December 22-12__ we found ourselves STILL HERE, & not much seemed to
have really happened. But then we sensed that something DID happen __ something wonderful that
is still unfolding__ and will be for some time to come.  

Christmas Day Night, I awoke to see Hal standing at the foot of his bed, gazing down at the
floor beside the bed.  He was fully dressed, wearing his cozy, old brown sweater & khaki work pants.  
He had not moved after a few minutes, so I asked, "
Hal__ is everything all right?" And "another" Hal
answered from his bed
: "Yes, why?" "Oh, Ah__ nothing", I said, unnerved. "I thought I saw you stan-
ding at the foot of your bed
." He just turned over and went back to sleep as the standing figure faded
A Time Loop?

Three years later__
2015__ this episode repeated.  Hal had just returned from a 2 week stay in the
hospital after a life-threatening illness!

Very vivid dreams also arrived during the
12-2012 period, offering clues as to whatever stage of the
ascension process we were currently experiencing and how to deal with these circumstances. They
were still happening through
December&d beyond.

Such dreams can be profound, quite true, and give us clues as to what is happening Inside us and
What We are Now Creating.

There was an increase in sinus congestion & drainage during the Three Days of Darkness, as our
immune systems received a boost that just might neutralize chem-trail toxins. I was still feeling phys-
ically debilitated, weak, nauseous, & slightly dizzy off and on. And although I'd been having hot flash-
es now and then over the past year or two__ now I was having cold chills after lunch or dinner. I was
so cold, my body shook and my teeth chattered. A  cup of hot water helped and in about 20 minutes,
all would be back to normal__ (whatever "normal" is these days.)

Many people are still Completing Preparations for Ascension; there are multiple ways to ascend.

Earth Herself, however, is still ascending into 5th-Density.  

December 21st, the Winter Solstice,  was spent sleeping for hours at a time,  then waking__ day
and night__ with sudden shocks of  "falling" back into
3- D"  after having been  "somewhere else", It
left me with a sense of "darkness"__ unable to recall where I'd been or for how long. Maybe I was  in
other density, and the "darkness" prediction may simply have meant an inability to re-call, remember
or understand what happened,  or where we were__ all accompanied with nausea, extreme exhaus-
tion, dizziness, and shortness of breath.

Most of the folks ascending to 4th Density now are  Lightbearers,  Wayshowers,  Walk-ins, Cosmic
Mothers,  New Kids,  Wanderers,  Starseeds or  Service-to Others Oriented,  in preparation to move
with Earth into
5th Density.

The upshot of all this, it seems, is that as we upgrade our consciousness, our bodies&d parts of our
environment also upgrade.

This will most likely continue until THE SHIFT itself occurs when all humans who have attuned their
frequencies with Earth will evolve into the Higher Densities.

This may take  up to several years.  

We can Know
The Shift of the Ages is about to enter Its Final Phase when Open Disclosure oc-
curs to the
Entire World, revealing how various ETs have been influencing our planet and our lives,
and how we have been lied to, manipulated and kept in the dark here on Earth for eons of Time.

The Ascension Process Requires a TRANSFORMATION. Every Transformation, whether
on inner or outer levels, follows five steps
. A New Concept, issue or situation arises.
2. Another concept or issue in opposition, in contrast to that #1 challenge appears.
3. To balance #1 and #2,  we must find a  Common Bond or Purpose held as important  by both
This is The Turning Point of the Transformation.
One or more Techniques are developed that will evolve #3: The Common Bond or Purpose, into
a Reality.
5. The last step is the  Manifestation of the Transformation. To accomplish this one must  Raise
One's Consciousness Frequencies
, becoming Self-Realized and capable of Applying Multi-D-

Consciousness Evolution Is reflected in every


One of the most god-like potentials we humans possess is our

Serious creative work can propel us into  
Higher Brain Wave States  that more closely  merge us
with our work,  feelings of timelessness,  mindfulness,  difficulty speaking or  understanding  spoken
words,  a sense of greater confidence, a lack of anxiety and a relationship to shapes, lines, textures
and colors that are unnameable.

Human Creative Potential is inherent  not only in artists and craftsmen,  but in  all imaginative per-
sons.  Those who intentionally innovate something   that never existed in quite the same way before.

Creative acts can include cooking, gardening , teaching, healing, inventing, sports, decorating, build-
ing __ the list goes on and on.

Birthed in all children__  the Manifesters of our Future__ and in their parents and teachers,  creativity
is everyone's birthright
;  not a special talent handed out to a fortunate few.

Far more than  an aesthetic exercise  uplifting us toward something finer and greater, creativity also
generates skills critical to coping with life__ and teaches us how to be

The skills learned for
Fine Arts are very similar to  the skills needed for inventing, for Holistic or
Spiritual Healing, & for Manifesting
, since they all evolved from Creator's Force Field.

If we are to cope with our current crises, we & our children need to evolve our Consciousness to rise
above our present hierarchical systems and material greed.  

Intentional-Energetic or Spiritual Healing __ introduces new levels of  Higher Creativity  as we
learn to harmonize and regenerate people and our surroundings. Together we purify and heal Earth
and ourselves. The
Multi-Dimensional Technologies offered here don't seek to replace traditional
traditional medicine
; but to add choices to the established, scientific foundation in diagnosis & crisis
based treatment.

Every original painting, scientific invention, literary or musical composition, etc., is a
Reality that did
not exist before in exactly the same way.

We will learn
How Creation Manifests & How The Universe Works, for in order to smoothly pass
to higher states & densities of Reality, we will__ together__ gradually create that New Reality for the  
entire planet and  all life upon Her__ whether it's positive or negative.

We will discover
The Skills Necessary for Creating with a Higher Consciousness, and learn to
apply those Skills to  
Connect with Our Inner,  Spiritual Higher Selves for  Divine Guidance as
we raise our body's vibrational levels to the higher frequency vibrations  enabling our Ascension into
the Higher Densities. .

Part III, Chapters 8 through 1 reveal  How to Prepare for Ascension to the next  4th Density:
("Twilight Time"), and then prepare for the following higher densities. If we are to cope with the cha-
llenges of these days, we & our children must first
 Evolve our Bodies' Vibratory Energetics be-
yond our present 3-D over-emphasis on hierarchical systems, separatism, material greed, competir-
ion, materialism and intolerance.

The Creative Force Field surrounds and inter-penetrates everything in our Universe. It is the in-
visible energy of "empty" space residing both within and between Earth, stars, planets, suns, comets,  
wormholes__ everything __ including humans, plants, minerals, animals, atoms, etc..  

However, The Creative Force Field  of space is
not  "empty"__ it is an infinite Energetic Fluid hold-
ing all potentials for creating physical objects, situations or new realities.
We are all particles of A
Loving, Supreme Consciousness__our Greater Being- Great Spirit-Sacred Source

Because The Creative Force is all-pervasive & interconnected with everything in "
ever we do to Earth or to another life-form__ (and all minerals, plants, animals, insects, humans, off-
world beings, Suns, Planets, Galaxies, Moons & Universes, are Living Beings
) __ we also do to our-

The Creative Force- Greater Self- Great Spirit - Creator is ALIVE. It is Intelligent, It is Loving,
It is
Purposeful & Self-Organizing.

It is our human privilege and destiny to contact that Force and Co-Create in tandem with It.


8-25-1984: A young woman from New Zealand was visiting her sister Idaho Falls.  She gave psychic
readings to people in the metaphysical groups there. A few days later, she came to tBig Lost River Va-
lley where she gave private readings for me and several others, telling us that  huge changes were
coming to Earth in the future, and people were needed to learn about this change, how to adapt to it,
and be ready to assist others when it occurred. Five of us took her advice and formed a Study Group,
holding weekly meetings using
Edgar Cayce's "SEARCH FOR GOD" lessons.

Robin told me: "You will be engaged in activities other than art. It will be a growing time__ a lear-
ning time. The world is in need of the simple truths of life as you express through your art. Look
deep into the heart of your expression through art and portray this Simplicity and Beauty through
other mediums as in application to the Future That You See for People. Bring the Peace, Serenity,
Truth and Simplicity of NATURE to Man.__ God Bless."  "
The Planetary Hierarchy".       

Later, interpreting that date with astrological information, I discovered that Robin's Reading for me
was a "
PREPARATION FOR REBIRTHING"__ but I had no idea what that meant.

Robin also told me that many of my paintings were "channeled" from well-known artists who had al-
ready died. She knew I had been keeping Journals about my paintings, exhibitions and traveling. She
was also aware that I had been thinking of writing about Creativity for a long time, but had not done

I said I had tried to write several times, but could not come up with any subjects or information that
seemed appropriate. Robin suggested I go out into Nature, as I did when painting on location, and
just close my eyes, relax, and move into that mental state where i normally began to paint__ but this
time, just begin writing__ anything that came to mind.

After the personal "Reading From Robin", I took her advice and went into my wildflower garden and
connected with Earth & Nature, which I'd dearly loved since a very young child, and let my mind wa-
nder as I did when beginning to paint outdoors.

I was not aware that Our Sun Had Reached the Galactic Center Equator since December 21-
, as I began daily Meditation & Dreamwork August -25-1984 after the Reading from Robin.

The first "meditations" were simply more like "Reveries"__ as if I were "talking to myself" about what I
felt regarding the change of seasons from summer into autumn, and relating that idea to a sense of
"life changes" coming within me as well:

8-18-84: MEDITATION: "There is a sadness and a quiet in my garden this morning. I feel Autumn__
__ in the air: a TIME when GROWING STOPS, and the FORMING OF NEW SEEDS  be-
gins. Then comes

"But I do not Harvest my GARDEN. I leave the fruits & seeds to fall to the earth, hoping they'll take
root after their long sleep, and that when the SUN once more SHINES, and EARTH once more RE-
VOLVES, some will be strong enough to take up their DESTINY and GO FORTH to ADMINISTER to
the EARTH. (Something else seemed to be writing this from inside me!).

"Oh ye of little faith. Our fathers and mothers will not forsake us. We shall all be made pure & whole
again as in The Spring of Life__ and THE SPRING OF THE WORLD: A NEW BEGINNING

"FEED & NOURISH THE MULTITUDES."  "I require not  Sacrifice__ but Mercy. As we have all felt
the deprivations and the devastations of Earth and Souls, so shall be recognized and felt the mer-
cies which will follow. No more shall we sacrifice ourselves or others. It will be good  Some shall
fall from the Harvest Acts, but many shall be Gathered In for the New Crop to come."

"After that day, will fall from the sky, minions and millions. Cares and burdens drop into our laps to
shine forth in The New Day's splendor of the Night, holding both new promises and greater ble-
ssings than one can find words to describe. We lost much in order to gain more. Less is more."

"Now wait__ the Time is at hand. Rest Up for the Long Night to come. Peace Be With You. Noth-
ing matters anymore. Let Go. Let it Come. Leave it Be.."



which begins with the under-
etanding of the  Two Primary Modes of Creativity: INSPIRATION  
.  We need both to create well on Earth.

Many people are expressing through art, science, business or sports yet not necessarily pulling ins-
piration from a higher place. On the other hand, there are persons continually having ingenious ide-
as, but never bringing them into useful form. Not everyone needs to be an artist, athlete, scientist or  
musician, but we all need to understand the Creative Process.

The Inspirational- Receiving Mode is like Inhaling a Creative Breath, while the Expressive-Proj-
ecting Mode
exhales the Breath's Manifestation.

Our passion for creating  is strongest in childhood when we're still fully connected with the
Force Field

Our personal connection with The Field originates in the lowest subtle energy center in our bodies.
(Figure 2).

That Force  moves upwards through seven subtle-energy centers called "Chakras" as life evolves,  
enabling us to create in higher states of consciousness.  

At puberty, the force focuses in the reproductive organs. Some creative energy remains in each cell,  
but most then gather in the second__ the
Sacral Energy Chakra at adolescence.

We need Creativity in our lives. We are all artists__ perhaps not musicians,  writers,  painters,  dan-
cers, or inventors__ but we all feel that same inner drive urging us toward  a collective human dest-

The Creative Process, when developed & applied, generates imagination, introduces pattern re-
cognition, teaches novel problem-solving, enriches our days
and offers broader perspectiv-
es about life.
In my workshops, I never met anyone who was unable to create in some way.

Together, we humans have been birthing something remarkable since the beginning of life on Earth.

It seems Humanity has been following this
Quest for Higher Creativity for over 75,000 years. No, I
don't have all the answers, & like you, I'm still searching for even more of the great puzzle pieces to
Life on Earth.

But because of my unusual experiences & experiments I feel I can offer meaningful options and sug-
gestions that may help you with your search for a Higher Creative Life.

Let Us Consider:
* How did "primitive" civilizations build  pyramids & monuments all over the world without modern day  
technology__ when we still can't reproduce them to size today?

* How did the  Maya, the Aztecs, the Incas,  the builders of Stonehenge & the prodigious pyramids
and monuments around the globe know not only the existence of, but of even the exact positions of
planets invisible to the naked eye, which determined the geographic placement of the monuments
and pyramids__ when they had no telescopes?

* How did early cultures create Stonehenge,  the Nazca Lines and the many monuments and pyra-
mids reflecting star constellation patterns  with measurements  exactly matching  their global longi-
tudes and latitudes __  without airplanes or satellites?

* And most amazing of all__  what accounts for  humans'  extreme jump in  intelligence over the last
half  of the 20th century?  IQ scores throughout the world  have soared dramatically  since the tests
were introduced. The rise is so sharp that it suggests the average school child today is as bright as
the near-geniuses of the previous generation. Researchers claim our gene pool cannot change fast
enough to explain this leap, so we can't say that genetics has caused it.

* Our nearest animal relatives, the apes, were thought not smart enough to create tools, but recently,
African female chimpanzees  were discovered  breaking twigs off trees,  sharpening them  to a point
with their teeth,  then hunting and  killing bush babies  or food.  Orangutans, too,  use small twigs to
poke into  ant nests  and eat the ants that  crawl up  the sticks  without  being bitten  by handling the

Why Are These Things Happening?
Humanity's intellect and technology have reached a developmental climax,  triggering world crises of
over-population, stress, earth & climate changes, acculturation, pollution & military strife. Can we sur-
vive these times of
Adolescent, Material Technology without destroying ourselves?

A personal quest for  Higher Creativity suggested that  
patriarchal science and logic  must be balan-
ced with the more f
eminine side of ourselves__  creative consciousness,  compassion,  intuition and
spirituality__ if we humans are to thrive through the next several years.

Humans can use their
Innate Creativity to Evolve Their Consciousness in various ways.

4-D we become familiar with Other-Dimensional Experiences such as Synchronicities, Dreams,
, Out-of Body & Near Death Experiences, as well as Realities beyond Linear Time,  Anchor-
ed Space,ir Spherical Consciousness.

These experiences teach us about using our Free Will to make appropriate Choices and learning to
Love each other Unconditionally,  as we evolve our consciousness to even higher densityty/dimensi
onal states.  

Ascending into a
5-D state of awareness allows us to consciously & deliberately Create New Reali-
ties for Earth, Self and All Life-forms.

Not intended to force change, this web-book simply tries to foster hope for the near-future by offer-
ing options for creating and living a more abundant, fulfilled and purposeful life in
The 4th Density.  

("Part II  The Basic Inner Technologies" ) attempts to evolve both our individual & planet-wide states
of consciousness to the degree that we make positive changes in ourselves and in our personal en-
vironment at will.

Spirituality, Nature, Healing and Manifesting are Creative Forces at work in our world today, and
every individual plays an important role within their patterns.  More frequent &  more intense skills  &
insights occur as one
consciously and intentionally cooperates with those Forces.

Indigenous peoples see  Creator Source in all that lives and know themselves as  One with Nature.  
Many of us believe their perceptions to be mere imagination or superstition.

But as civilization escalates, high tech discoveries & inventions can seem imaginary__even magical
__ to people of the industrialized world.

Quantum compute gurus are making fantastic leaps in the electronics and space industries
; yet how
many among us can explain quantum mechanics, or even why computers work?

The first three levels of Consciousness Evolution are "Sleeper", "Seeker" & "First Enlight-

Many humans still dwell in a "Sleeper State",  blindly following what the human "herd' (the general
consensus) or  "experts", "authorities" or mainstream media propose__  unaware of the real invisible
forces that determine our lives.

Actually,  we're working on a number of levels simultaneously,  completing each stage in appropriate
order before achieving  
"Full Enlightenment"  and the Independence it brings from controlling govern-
ments, corporations, organized religions, financial, health and educational systems.

                                                THE "SLEEPER"
At the "Sleeper" Stage", we're unaware of a side of life we've somehow missed. When we become
frustrated enough with current life situations, we start looking for other options__ new directions.

Our Inherent Creativity challenges us to reach for that intangible something we've sensed as some-
how missing. We become aware of a mysterious
Creative Force seething within us. And we want to
know more about it.

So how can we Nurture that Inner Creativity__ instilling creative habits in ourselves and in the minds
of growing children? (
See Archives). The practice of Creative Arts can awaken the "Sleeper" & prop-
el him into the "Seeker Stage" of Consciousness Evolution.

                                                    THE "SEEKER"
Through regular practice of fine arts, and time spent inh Nature, we trigger the creative drive to rise
to the
third energy center__ the solar plexus chakra.

While creating through this center, new ideas have been uncovered by practical creators throughout
the centuries.

We, too,  will gain increased satisfaction with our time in Nature, and with our artistic works because
we'll be less dependent on making the artwork look "
physically real",  & more interested in "express-
" what we're feeling or thinking inside.

Pablo Picasso said, "Painting isn't an aesthetic operation__ it's a form of  magic designed as media-
tor between that strange hostile outer world & us
; a way of seizing power by giving form to our terrors
as well as to our desires."

We become
"Seekers", whose inner creative urges challenge us to reach for that magic.

It 's imperative to keep this Creative Force flowing strongly through ourselves__ & especially through
youngsters__  because in our society, public education, institutions & mass medias are controlled by
military-indutrial & religious factions,  whose bottom lines are to make us obey, work harder, produce
more, yet earn less & end up in debt to them.

Then we must sell what we've made, buy something, use it, discard it, & repeat the process over and
over to stay alive__ leaving no time for inner reflection or for creativity.

And__ we must fight their wars for them as well__ while they get richer and more powerful.

he Seeker deliberately investigates another side to life. Soon she becomes aware of a secret Inn-
er Life and passionately desires it, eventually entering the "
First Enlightenment Stage".

People at spiritual seminars and metaphysical conferences like to share stories of getting their first
pop"__ the unusual event that triggered their electrifying awakenings. Classic triggers are an incre-
dible coincidence, a severe blow to the head, an accident or serious illness, a lucid dream, a mental
shock, a vi vid vision__ or even being in a coma.

"Wake-Up Calls":__ accessed in higher density states__ can point an individual towards life purp-

In 1965-66,  the planets Pluto & Uranus joined three times in the zodiac sign of Virgo, The first world
satellite communications system linked all people on the planet, the "
Star Trek" TV series began,  &
the Gateway Arch in St. Louis rose.  

Virgo and the Sixth House of and astrological birth chart deals with organizing information, with prac-
tical service, responsibilities and mental and health habits and wellness.

On Spiritual Levels, it also introduces one to "
The Path of Discipleship".

The summer of
1966, my progressed Moon moved into Virgo & my 6th House  presenting an oppor-
tunity to examine my health and spiritual belief systems and move beyond a  
"Sunday-school God"'.
I then had my first adult

When ill, I faint and fall face down on a hardwood floor, producing a mild concussion and cracking
all four, front upper teeth. Months later, one of those teeth abscesses, but we can't find a dentist o-
ver the long Fourth of July weekend. By the time I do find a dentist, I'm half out of my head from 3
days of pain and no food or sleep.

Tuesday morning, as the dentist examines the teeth,  I relax under the novocaine,  sigh and close  my
eyes. Suddenly, I'm floating near the ceiling, looking down at my body in the chair below, with the
dentist  nd his assistant working over me!  A silver cord  stretches down to my physical body's midriff.
A long  tunnel with a light at the far end opens above me in the ceiling, and I float through
to exit at  a vast plain stretching before m e in shades of red & black__  like infrared photography.
Six or seven elongated beings of white light hover there. Very tall and humanoid in form with only
heads__dark, empty "eyes__ and with arms,  ut no hands or feet. They glow like lighted smoke or fog.

Feelings of overwhelming sacredness, ecstasy and love wash over me. I feel I've "
Come Home at
", and recognize these beings as kindred souls from a forgotten past. We reach out & hug each

But they say, "It's too soon. You must return. You have more work to do".

"But I
like it here; I don't want  o go back!," I cry out.

Yet, even as I speak, I feel the silver cord reeling me back into the tunnel. A few moments later, I'm
once again in the dentist's chair. Hal is here. They had called the doctor. They say I had  no pulse,
no breath. I had died in the chair. My jeans are wet__ my bladder has emptied.

The doctor diagnoses a touch of blood poisoning and sends me home to eat a little light food, drink
plenty of water and rest. I do so
; but am so terribly angry over having to come back after experiec-
ing that incredible love and  ecstasy on the  other side", that I can't even talk aboutit.

(Hmph!__ people wouldn't believe it anyway. I'm not sure I do.) Back at work two days later, I'm fine.

This uncanny experience  completely shatters my  belief system. I "
wake-up"!  Now  I  know__ there
IS life after death. I
know there are other "realms" to life, and the familiarity of the light beings opens
me to the possibilities of

Years later,
Dr. Raymond Moody writes about similar events, and I realize I've had a classic Near-
(NDE). My life is forever changed: I no longer fear death. My self-security streng-

But what did they mean about it  being "
too soon"?  And what is this  "more work " I have to do? I'm
already caring for a home, a husband, three teenagers  managing a collection agency, and painting
or giving classes several evenings a week. Isn't that enough "work", for crying out loud?

"IQ is always relative to one's environment.... IQ tests today measure mathematical ability, logic &
reasoning, but still aren't able to measure creativity, compassion, intuition or art ability."
Bill Bockus: "The Universe: Theoretical Physics for the Young Adult."

                                           "FIRST ENLIGHTENMENT"
When attuned to the Creative Force Within, First Enlightenment Stage individuals' Creative Drive a-

In the
Inspirational Mode, our physical senses become keener & trigger our Creative Skills.

Can we,simply by shifting our
Focus, change our perceptions of reality?

Can something as simple as
Attention either keep us in a present state, or transport us to expanded
levels of divine  consciousness?

Using both
Intuitive-Inspiration and Intellectual-Expressive Modes of the Creative Process, we
develop abilities vital to achieving excellence in any field.  

These Creative Skills prepare us to manifest life's necessities from within higher density levels, and
to draw upon and enhance aspects of our entire organism__  physical, mental, emotional, energetic
and spiritual__  to unlock life purposes, refine our inner and outer lives and prepare us for
Part II__
Basic Multi-Dimensional Technologies
that assist us to raise our consciousness vibrations allow-
iing us to reach higher densities.

At a
First Enlightenment Stage, our greatest strengths are an independence from mainstream mind-
s and rigid dogmas.

In order to be more original, many painters try to release from habitual techniques and patterns that  
compromise surprise in their works__ from the stiff, "this is how to paint a rose", or "this is how to
paint a sky" type of approach, or the use of trite color formulas__ or,"this is what wins prizes at ex-

For example:The
unfamiliar can be frustrating, even scary.

But to the experienced,
Change is an important element of both creativity and spirituality.

As watercolorists create, they are always asking, "
What else is possible?" or, "How can I change my
approach to this subject and discover something new
                               STEP TWO, TO THE EVOLUTION OF CONSCIOUSNESS:

                                    DEVELOP AND USE HIGHER CREATIVITY SKILLS

Curiously, the creative skills used by successful artists are similar to the spiritual skills of an expand-
ed consciousness individual, allowing one to use the new technologies effectively.

We  develop a Multi-dimensional-Higher Density Consciousness by evolving our spirituality and rais-
ing our body's frequencies to ascend above the 3-D Reality__ first into
4-D, and soon thereafter into
5-D and beyond, where clear thoughts and loving feelings cause similar events to attract themselves
to us.

We can greatly expand our consciousness through the ONENESS experience (Unity Consciousness)
when merged with UNCONDITIONAL LOVE as we BECOME whatever we Focus on while zoned out  
in prayer, contemplation or meditation.

5-D and beyond, we can move in and out of other dimensional realms to serve our planet, our
fellow humans, our planet's life-forms, and Divine Consciousness- Great Spirit-Supreme Creator.

However we chose to express ourselves, certain Creative Skills are needed to be learned in prepar-
ation for B
asic MultiDimensional Technologies, (Part II). These skills can be acquired by anyone ha-
ving the passion or discipline for regular practice.

Although they spring from engagement in creative activities__music, painting, theater, dance, writing,
sports, prayer, scientific innovation, meditation, teaching or healing, etc..

If approached with an open mind, they reveal a broader depth to them. (More
Creative Skills are list-
ed in the

When a
First Enlightenment Stage individual attunes to his Inner Psychic Child/Subconscious, he be-
gins to sense that he is leading a
double life__ the everyday outer life, and a mysterious, enticing in-
ner life.

er mind, body and feelings re-order themselves into new forms of energy and harmony, as if  they,
too, are artistic mediums.  
We all desire to have "Psychic" &/or "Paranormal" Skills__ and
we can have them__ but they will only automatically birth within us as we raise our consci-
ousness frequencies to
4th & 5th Density levels.

When a  truly committed individual opens to the Creative Force Field that inspires, transforms & ma-  
kes everything new, he/she one day realizes, without a doubt, how Creative Skills lift one far beyond
materialism__ and absolutely impel us to apply our Inspiration & Expression to fashion a more creat-
ive lifestyle, as well.
                                                   Welcome to the Other Side of Life.
                                            NEXT: "RISING TO 4-D."
"Creating New Earth Reality with Multi-Density Technologies"
                                          By MARILYN LA CROIX

        The Creative Force Field.
      Consciousness Evolution.
     Why Are These Things Happening?
*     "THE SLEEPER."
*     "THE SEEKER."