LIVING IN THE NEW REALITY
May, 2012 Issues
MAY 5, 2012:
"PROCESSING THE KNOWING"
THRIVING IN A NEW REALITY: After crash-landing on the New Reality-planet, & dealing appropriately with our physi-
cal bodies, understanding Who We Really Are and assessing what Experience and Inner Wisdom we have to assist us
with this huge sudden shift, our next concern is what resources exist here in this New Reality that will help us
survive & sustain what we BEGAN when we first landed__ "something unknown, to be manifested in ways
that never-before existed"__ in this New Planet-Reality. We feel "frozen in Time", somehow.
"We may be concerned about money and our personal material resources, but there is also a strong sense of illigit-
amacy'__ of not being an 'authentic person'__ because this strange experience is so new and unfamiliar to us. We
lack confidence, feel 'dumb' about life. We try to create reasons to feel better about ourselves__ to attain more inc-
ome , to make important human contacts, become recognized, or gain education or some kind of credentials to pr-
ove our competency. We cast about at random for useful information." Steven Forrest.
Benjamin Fulford's recent blog described 8 U.S. Navy warships & a "archaeological ship"stationed off the Philip-
pine Islands, with a Chinese/Russian fleet challenging them as they all search for huge stashes of Asian gold hidd-
en both offshore and in the island bunkers and tunnels at the start of WWII. http://benjaminfulford.typepad.com. These
Black Hats' dark deeds are increasingly coming to light, shocking us with the horror of their viciousness. This is neces-
sary to clear the air so we'll know what's been going on t hat we'll no longer tolerate & can then design our future with
more clarity and wisdom.
May 5, 2012: Full Moon, 1 9 degrees Scorpio. A REVELATION is offered. A Technique: "The capacity to transmit
transcendental knowledge.__ CHANNELSHIP." Dane Rudhyar.
April seemed to pull us deeper into the "Time of No Time", each moment showing us how the future is concei-
ved in the present. Because of this awareness & the truth that everything in the universe is ascending to a higher co-
nsciousness level, are we now understanding that The Law of Time is also changing with this dimensional shift? Life
certainly is moving faster. Where we used to experience a notable event about once a month, now we are having one
or more shocking events every day! Is everything going to be happening all at once in a few more months or so? Is Ti-
me going to disappear entirely? How can we cope with this?
"If the Hourglass is a symbol for our perception of Time, at a point in the evolutionary cycle where our perceptions
begin to change, can we step far enough out of the box to turn the Hourglass on its side & see it as a symbol for Infi-
nity? Or would it be better to leave it standing, & focus on the center of the vortex where every grain of sand spirals
into one moment? Anyway we look at it, our relationship to Time is changing. To accommodate these fluctua-
tions, & any sense that we are either short of, or 'out' of Time,"... we are reminded to... "keep returning to the
still point that lies within".. "Live your life from moment to moment & let your connection to the NOW light up
and transform the world" Spirit of Maat.
2012 and the years ahead are not only a period of rapid transformation, but also one of rapid and open-ended know-
ledge-creation wherein InnerSELF Knowing opens us to our natural state of spontaneous humanitarianism and introd--
uces what may be an "Era of Great Abundance".
When we've been Journaling our spiritual experiences and lessons for some time we will begin to receive
Direct Transmissions from Creative Source. It is then time to integrate & ground whatever came in__ i.e., put it to
use in our daily lives__ and to enter groups where we can share whatever we learn through our conversations. Telling
others what we saw, felt or did makes ascension seem normal.
"We no longer wish to obey rules, limitations, or confining polarities of the 3-D world.... We can release our habits &
addictions to the 3-D world life....Release Polarities: anger, separation, competition, fear, attachments to the matrix
of systems, institutions, hierarches & corporations"... "If you're in a beautiful boat on top of the ocean, the monsters
of the deep can't touch you__ they can't SEE you, because you are on a higher frequency." Susan Carroll.
I woke one recent morning feeling EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED! Not just physically tired, but also mentally, emotionally
& spiritually as flat & dried-up as a week-old pancake. Frustrated with the ascension symptoms, the danged blood pre-
ssure meds' side-effects, the weird weather yo-yoing & the continual mistakes & harassments from worn-out systems
& corporations trying desperately to remain "in-the black" & in control. And I was also, of course, weary of the state of
our dear Gaia with incessant wars, pollutions, radiations, fracking & other environmental destructions, causing millions
of humans to suffer daily in poverty, hunger, disease, genocide and just plain misery.
And most of all, for me and many Lightworkers, the DESPAIR of so many lifetimes, years, months, weeks of trying to
follow our missions against overwhelming odds with "time" for the Final Shift running out, feeling an utter failure, & still
being perceived as "the thorn in the side" of unawakened friends, family & neighbors who don't understand__& don't
WHY am I & family being so impacted with these negative events (we even had a fire in our kitchen a few nights ago)
& things breaking down faster than we can fix them? Have I "Lost my Magic? " Is this yet ANOTHER blankety-blank
"Dark Night of the Soul?" Am I totally wrong about why I came here & what I'm supposed to be doing? Or is this "sp-
tritual path" yet another merry romp around the mulberry bush?
I held my face & arms up to the ceiling and once again cried out aloud for "HELP"__ or Understanding__ for Guidance
__from Guides, Arcturians, Angels, HigherSELF__ ANYBODY who knows what's REALLY going on here? I again
tried meditating on my exasperating Series of Challenges__ "Zit". (What else is new?)
After pulling myself up out of my pity-party to insert a few paragraphs regarding Subtle Energy Bodie s that had some-
how disappeared from the web-book, I noted a list of previous Newsletter issues on the next page, with the January-
February, 2010 first issue. "Hmm. Let's see how writing these issues has changed over several years", I thought, &
clicked on that date. It was a very short issue with an explanation of what lay behind our discomfort over a seemingly
negative series of downturns & challenges. Synchronicity? Did I really write this? I couldn't recall doing so: "What we
have been perceiving as 'good' or 'bad' events are actually STEPS IN A PROCESS leading towards future manife-
station.".. it said, and went on relating how I'd found a file folde long left on a table near the computer & had put it aw-
ay in the file cabinet. As I did so__ just behind it sat a folder marked "ARCTURUS" from 1998__ the year we moved
back to Gooding, ID. It held some old meditations I'd completely forgotten about, telling me WHO I REALLY WAS &
WHAT I CAME HERE TO DO__ no less than 11 typewritten pages! And I was amazed to see how I have been, & am
now, still following those directives. WOW! "Ask and ye shall receive!"
So__ maybe our recent failur to receive the usual lengthy, verbal messages in formal meditations is no longer neces-
sary. Maybe NOW we're just intuitively (the "dings") being attracted to the information, or attracting it to us automatic-
ally. Somehow, HigherSELF-Arcturians-et.al., simply CONNECT US WITH WHAT WE NEED. When something mira-
culously works for us like this, we KNOW & TRUST that the Ascension Process is REAL, & we're not deceiving our-
selves by following a false flag.
Judging our own Process or the Processes others are following teaches us nothing. The New Earth Reality does not
support judgment & spiritual arrogance. All Processes are perfect reflections of Spirit__& of ourselves. We can never
free ourselves from anything that we resist, so we must allow our life stories to process. Wherever we have been, and
whatever we have been through__ "good" or "bad"__ has led us to where we are today. A brief look back reminds us
of how much we have already evolved.
All Life on Earth is divinely synchronizing with Its collective consciousness. Humanity & All Life is integrating within the
Whole, the ONE. We are going through this dimensional portal together, & everyone, everything needs to be in similar
frequency, in the same bandwidth, on the same page.
Ask yourself: "Do I need to speed up my spiritual process by following stricter disciplines?" Or,"Do I need to
slow it down with less meditation, heavy meals & even what appears to be__ goofing off?" Just do what feels
right in each moment, not caring what others may think, and avoiding any judgment of others because their life stories
are lived differently than ours. There are good reasons for why each of us is living out our Processing the way we do,
even if that Processing is quite different from a few years ago. Next week, month or year, we may be dong the exact
opposite to today's Processing.
And finally, we ask ourselves: "Just what is this 'MANIFESTATION ' that this Series of Challenges__ this PROCE-
SS is leading us to?" Jesus' Story is not about a divine being who descended to Earth to "save us" from our "sins"
just by "believing" in Him & "worshiping" Him. It is the classic, yet "other-worldly" example of the Ascension Process
as experienced by Jesus, who taught us DIY__ How to Process It Ourselves. H e went through a horrific series of att-
acks, crises and challenges, and what Manifestation did that lead to? You know the rest of the story__ including the
Two Centuries that followed.
No. I'm not suggesting that we'll be "crucified on a cross. "Perhaps these Series of Challenges, attacks, crises, are
our modern-day "crucifixions." Can it be that we are now learning How to Master Our Inner Energies, as did Jesus?
To master our ability to remain calm, positive & loving during emergencies, attacks or crises; control our thoughts, our
feelings, our physical body changes, sensations & energies; provide for wellness & prosperity as we cut loose from
the Matrix; trust both our Intuition and The Process we are living through as together, in unconditional love & unity con-
sciousness, we learn to Control Ourselves, rather than control others and Nature__ & Manifest Heaven right here on
Earth? Could it be that "The Return of the Christ" is MANIFESTING HERE__ NOW__ in seven billion enlightened hu-
man beings? Aren't we ALL ONE GREATER BEING?__including CHRIST'S CONCIOUSNESS__ becoming as Little
Children who perceive the Wonders of Life, who Delight not only in the similarities, but also in the differences between
ourselves and All That Lives, and who Trust in the goodness of both our Sacred Intuition and our Divine Processing.
Everyone is asking the Big Question: "WHEN WILL THIS BE OVER?" We're so dumbed down with all this Waiting
But in a time of transition, there are no black and white answers__ that's the old 3-D type thinking. We can, however,
look back at what has transpired, and look ahead to some major "probabilities".
October 28, 2012 was a big cutoff point or expiration date, as was the 11-11-11 portal November 11, 2011. Another
huge transition & cutoff point was entering 2012, January 1st, and we could feel that everything had changed again in
important ways. The months of February & March were potent & March 22-23 altered things in major positive ways.
This FULL MOON of MAY 5TH, is "The Festival of the Buddha", and it is more powerful this year than any time in the
past .MAY 20th is a SOLAR ECLIPSE another healing/manifesting day) when Earth, Sun & Alcyone of the Pleia-
des system align to bring in tremendously positive and amplified higher Pleaidean energies to Humanity & to Earth.
the month of JUNE is packed with multiple powerhouse energy events. Physical life & reality will begin changing dra-
matcally beginning June 6th when Jupiter returns to its zodiac position at 2 9 degrees Taurus, the zodiac location
of the Pleiades, to trigger, expand or spiritualize anything that occurred around July 4, 2000. We'll discuss JUNE
20th, the SUMMER EQUINOX in another issue. We're not even half-way through 2012, & yet we can see that acc-
eleration of the physical dimension dismantling of the global patriarchal control is truly occurring because__things just
don't work well anymore!
If your consciousness has been elevated through the work you've been doing as you radiate Unconditional Love and
Oneness through your own Process, expect to RECEIVE unusual visions, pictographs or messages__ either verbally
or written__ which give you personal guidance. If you ACT on them, more will follow. Also, unusual sensations or cha-
nges may occur in your body, and you will begin to meet New People__ those who are "awakening."
Some useful Questions & Answers: "ALL OF LIFE COMES TO ME WITH EASE AND JOY." (Upon waking in the mo-
rning).. "IF I WERE TRULY CHOOSING THE APPROPRIATE WAY__ WHAT WOULD THAT BE?". "INTERESTING
POINT OF VIEW... I HAVE THIS POINT OF VIEW."
Another way is to write your question down on paper. Then go to the bookshelf, close your eyes & move your left hand
lightly about an inch above the backs of your favorite books, keeping your Question in mind. When you inwardly sense
a tingle, vibration or temperature change, choose that book & open it at random. Re-read your Question, and find the
Answer on the open pages.
Listening to uplifting music as we meditate is especially powerful, for Sound at 110-111 Hz is known to shift the brain
from the left to the right side, as evidenced in the underground Hypogeum on the island of Malta. As we attune to brief
moments of clarity, repeated many times, our natural, right-brained Inner Knowing becomes more & more obvious unt-
il it is predominant at all times. Information by itself is not enough to evolve a Soul. The reception of this InnerSELF Int-
elligence is highlighted when intelligence & data merge. Although InnerSELF Intelligence is present in all humans, its
Source is not from within us__it's spontaneously present, equally & evenly, through all of Nature. Humans, however, do
have the amazing capacity to enfold the Intelligence of the entire universe within themselves & use it in beneficial
ways. Contact with Source Mind can change the direction of physical happenings.
TIP FOR ENERGETIC INTENTIONAL HEALING:
"CHANGETHE MOLECULAR STRUCTURE__of a tumor or other damaged or diseased organ, and of water, food,
etc.__ or a microchip?"
"Lastly, we are asking you to NOT go into deep sympathetic resonance with anyone going through hard chall-
enges. Feeling sympathy will only bring your energy down, and make their journey harder. Remember__ there is
nothing to 'fix' and nothing to 'heal'. Each has chosen their path. We are harmonizing the collective field. Trust the
Process. Remember that what everyone is going through,is the process of bringing us all to that same page, so we
can enter the new world awaiting us__ together." Aluna Joy Yaxk'in & the Star Elders.
"We are all becoming accountable for our own energies and how we direct them in this physical world, at a level of
energetic responsibility that has immediate repercussions. The majority of people, and the energies and/or entities
controlling them, feel backed into a corner. This"... "does not generate good behavior. This also means we have to
really discipline ourselves to not feed or reinforce that bad behavior, and engage with any dramas designed for int-
erference; the result at this time is similar to a piranha feeding frenzy"....As we come to understand the power of the
Creator Source... "and of the consciousness that we carry, we become equipped to defend that Light & to direct it"...
"to multiply goodness into our lives and the lives of others."
It is as if we are in an intergalactic chess game... "existing between the most immense & powerful forces imaginable.
Yet it is our human beingness that is the game piece directing these forces on the chess board." . allowing for.. "two
choices: One may act from the wisdom and clarity to be consecrated as a divine vessel of Creator Source__ or be
jacked around by the ego domination of its shadow self, to be pushed around the board l ike a lifeless pawn."
"You realize Creator Source is exchanging with your light body massive amounts of life force nourishment that all-
ow you to continually expand your consciousness & express your highest creation, while dancing with all other cre-
ators in harmony. Every cell in your being pulses with the inner will to do so__ to create, to love, to express. The In-
ner Knowing is aware that there is plenty of life force for everyone that seeks it, as it exists from the inside of your
heart, which connects directly to the heart of Creator Source."...
"While in this spiritual Process of energetic mastery (of which some of us have no other choice but to participate),
we are placed in the throws of Extremes. During these end times, extremes are coming at us from every direction,
which is similar to learning how to be an energetic, 'kung fu master'. Know that self-doubt takes you out of your core
and allows weakness to overtake you. Stay in your core, locking down your field no matter what.".Pulse your breath
as you mentally and lovingly pull your energy field back into your physical body.)..."This is the 'dark arts' discipline.
There is a Progression of Learning that is 'exacting' in these mastery stages.":
First Stage: "You will need to overcome the weakness arising from not Believing in yourself & from any self-doubt
by calling upon 'Faith', As one places all their consciousness power in faith__ faith in self, faith in InnerSELF, faith
in the goodness that is present, faith in the Process__ one will be impacted by any weaknesses created by any pa-
rticle of lingering self-doubt. When in doubt, apply Faith. One cannot get to the sensory ability (present in the spirit-
ual subtle energy body) of 'Direct Knowing' through self-doubt. Never will Doubt lead to Knowing." Lisa Renee
Our Search is over. There is nothing more that we need to learn. Everything we will ever need i s inside us right now!
We FEEL this, but now we must have BELIEF__ in our Inner Knowingness. Yes, it is another Step-by-Step Process.
This is a failsafe app to keep us from "frying" in the intensity of the Ascension energy. In Lemuria, Atlantis & Egypt,
we learned the hard way that if we ascend too soon, or are not sychronized with the ascending planet & timing, we fail
__ because we are not ready to endure that unified energy.
Second Stage: "As one masters the application of Faith/Belief to replace self-doubt, as one pays attention to life
lessons to strengthen the core & the body of dark shadows, the Process of Knowing begins."..."The spiritual body
can then anchor into the core, to which the experiences of "Direct Source Intelligence"... of... "InnerSELF Cellular
Knowing" occur. As one shifts from learned 'faith/belief' to Direct Knowing, there is nothing anyone on the phsycial
external can say through harassment, or criticism, to move you away from that core of truth living inside of you."
A butterfly flaps its wings somewhere in the universe, & because everything__ even a speck of dust or a whole planet
__ is connected__ everything changes; & we call it "MAGIC". So flap your wings, Lightworkers__ change yourselves
& your environments & physical happenings will also change, & others will observe and "go & do likewise".
Our Inner System__ our MAGIC__ will soon be fully charged__ if we ASK for it! It will not automatically come to us
without our asking for it. We need to be at that stage of non-self-doubt where we Know-Believe we are capable & ab-
le to handle it with Love & Oneness. Once we accept, request, receive & activate this Process, we move into the Age
of Empowerment, for we are no longer in a polarity field where we judge things as right or wrong, good or bad, black
or white, higher or lower, better or worse, loving or fearful. This balancing of InnerSELF with Direct Knowing allows us
to begin to see things differently, & we begin to become a single ray of Light again as we Connect to All our Dimens-
ional Selves__ first through our nightly dreams, then through our daydreams & finally through our Reality. The transi-
tion is not easy, dear friends__ we need to help each other to empower these Processes to work,__ for "The Magic
is on planet Earth NOW. You have come here with Magic. You have held it within you all your lives. Now USE IT!
PLAY with it every day. There is nothing to wait for__ THE TIME IS NOW". Beacons of Light
May 18, 2012
"TIME, SPACE & ENERGY"
Three-D life is disappearing more & more rapidly. With these body changes, I 've given up red meat & a few other
foods that hamper transmutation. I'm rapidly losing interest in more & more activities & information sources that I
used to enjoy so much. Family members seem more "distant" as each of us becomes distracted with new challen-
ges from a wider range of life issues.
The hassles with corporations have advanced to the point where this may be the last "Living in the New Reality"
Newsletter Issue. It is in danger of being shut down by outside forces, due to blocks to credit card, PayPal, bank &
web-hosting systems, making them unable to complete monthly payments t o keep it working. Although Yahoo has
graciously assured me that they will not shut down this website__ as I write this in the middle of the night__the past
five days of negotiating have still not solved the problem. Everyone's tried their best to be most helpful, but to date
__ no success.
My first thought was that it could be solar flares or some sort of glitches with communication systems, but other mo-
netary transactions have posed no problems. Then, late last night, we had a mysterious phone call. H answered, &
a man's voice asked if he had the correct phone number. H said yes, & asked who was calling. The reply, obvious-
ly a recording, was "Armed Forces__ we want to speak with the lady of the house." Assuming it to be yet another
request for donations, H hung up. But I felt a chill run down my spine.
We can understand that these events, too, are Steps in a Process that is leading to a future manifestation, but for
now, that manifestation remains a mystery. Recently we learned to "look up" to see the Big Picture of strings of
unusual events occurring to & around us. Now we are "looking ahead" to perceive a probable Future Manifesting.
Trust the Process and Trust Your Higher Self.
THRIVING IN A NEW REALITY: After dealing with concerns over what Resources exist here in our new reality that
will help us survive and sustain our new project: "something unknown, to be manifested in ways that never-before
existed", we begin to feel more at ease__ IF we proved ourselves to ourselves since May 5th, andnow feel more
like "authentic persons'. Now we must GATHER INFORMATION about this new reality__find out what's available
that can be utilized for the new cycle's further development. As we enter yet another sped up pace of life, our curio-
sity is high, and we cast about at random for useful information. Steven Forrest
SIGNIFICANT DATES AFFECTING OUR CONSCIOUSNESS:
MAY 5th :Full Moon at 1degree Gemini: "A New Dimension is sensed by the earnest inquirer."
MAY 13-14: Sun & Jupiter conjoined at 24 degrees Taurus, symbolizing: "A belief in violence for survival."
MAY 20th: SOLAR ECLIPSE at 4:25 PDT over Japan, moving down through Mt. Shasta, CA., St. George, UT.,
through the Hopi Nation, to Lubbock, TX. & "The Heart of the Dove" as offered in J. J. Hurtak's "Keys of
Enoch: The Book of Knowledge." (See Map: http://shadowandsubstance.com)
The Brotherhood of Light's first attempt to raise the consciousness of earthlings ( aka, "The Return of the Dove")__
36,000 years ago, was in the Takla Makan Deser t area of what is now Mongolia. This experiment failed, and
another in Atlantis also failed. The last attempt occurred in a ncient Egypt, 6000 years ago, by introducing Hebrew
genetics and the concept of "One Creator Mind: "I AM that I AM" through Joseph, Akhnaton, Moses and Jesus.
The "Return of the Dove" is now taking place during the current Solar Maximum 24: 2011-2012. It's shifting the port-
al for entering higher consciousness energies from the Eastern hemisphere to the Atlantean undersea "shelf" cent-
er__ the Bermuda Triangle__ making the Americas the new focal point of the present consciousness raising exp-
eriment. The areas where Higher Intelligence Technologies of Light are being received in North America are displ-
ayed on pg. 49 of "The Keys of Enoch: The Book of Knowledge." Areas of reception in the U.S. are centered at Gr-
eat Falls, MT., Great Salt Lake, UT., Phoenix, AZ., Denver, CO., Chattanooga, TN., St. Louis, MO., Minneap-
olis & Duluth, MN., New Orleans, LA. and others.
All powerful events occurring on Earth leave energetic footprints in Her energy grids & ley lines. These can be ampli-
fied and perpetuated by the energy flow through the grids, which is fed by movements of the Sun, Moon and planets
overhead. This May event is an annular eclipse, which does not completely obscure the Sun, but leaves a ring of
unlight visible around the Moon's dark disk.
Eclipses offer opportunities to release negative energy imprints & enable new, positive patterns to encode into the
grids. As an eclipse shadow passes overhead, the Earth's subtle energy lines power down to almost nothing, beco-
ming indiscernible to dowsing rods; then, as the Sun's light returns the grids spring back into life. This is a bit like de-
leting an old computer program, loading a new one, & then rebooting the system. Annular eclipses have a very sub-
tle effect on the energy grids, releasing, transforming & healing the energetic 'blueprint' that can enable new spiritual
archetypes to emerge into the collective consciousness.
Two major energy lines, or Dragon Lines, encircle the planet from east to west. These are the "Plumed Serpent" or
Great Male Dragon line, and the "Rainbow Serpent" or Great Female Dragon line. They are the two primary meridi-
ans of the global energy system, similar to the two main acupuncture lines in the human body.... "Everything else in
Earth's energy grids is fed by these two vast circulating reservoirs of spiritual life-force energies."
"The path of the annular eclipse on May 20th will intersect the Plumed Serpent/Great Male Dragon line at two loc-
ations__ Mt.Fuji in Japan, and Mt. Shasta in California. Adak Island lies almost exactly midway between these
two sacred mountains, and is the nearest land to the point of maximum eclipse"....
Eclipses occur when the Sun and Moon meet the Moon's North or South Node.... "The May 20th eclipse is a South
Node eclipse, which will release the energetic thought-forms, outmoded patterns, attitudes & patriarchal archetypes
of at least the last 5,125 1/4 years, & probably the last 25,625 years of the Galactic Great Year. The eclipse will rel-
ease negativity left from the mis-aligned expression of male power in the Pacific grids and along the entire length of
the Great Male Dragon line, as it encircles Earth. So, it will affect the consciousness of the whole planet.
"In the Pacific Ocean, the mis-aligned use of male power expressed itself in some of the most horrendous battles
of WWII, particularly in such important energy points as Midway Island at the very heart of the North Pacific grid;
similarly at the Iwo Jima and Hawaii itself, with the bombing of Pearl Harbor. The imbalances in the grid were de-
eply aggravated by the atomic bombs on Hiroshima and Nagasaki. And of course, more recently, by the nuclear
disaster at the Fukishima power point."
From 1946 - 1958, the U.S. conducted 67 nuclear tests, totaling the equivalent of more than 7,000 Hiroshima bom-
bs in the Marshall Islands, a pivotal anchor point in the North Pacific Grid. At the Aleutians themselves, in 1969,
the U.S. detonated one megaton nuclear weapon at Amchitka Island.
"On a journey with a small group of people, out to Akutan in the Aleutians in 2005, we became aware of profound
levels of grief held in these grids. At first it appeared to be grief resulting from human suffering, but we also had a
startling experience of the grief being expressed by Earth herself through one of the group members. Quite apart
rom the relatively recent abuses already mentioned, there is also the grief that has been generated by the imposit-
ion of patriarchal religious systems on indigenous peoples throughout the Pacific, w ho had a long tradition &
profound understanding of Earth as a sacred being."
"Now it is time for the final healing of that long-held grief within the most crucial planetary grids, so that the planet
can begin to truly emerge into the Light after the December 21 Solstice, 2012. As the eclipse releases these old
patterns, it will bring the possibility of seeding new expressions of male power that is fully aligned with the heart &
the spiritual will, and so enable collective healing at both personal & global levels. T his marks the beginning of a
whole new paradigm of consciousness."
The significance of this May eclipse is further enhanced by the exact conjunction of the Sun and Moon with the Plei-
ades constellation. This cluster of stars above Taurus, has held a significant position in world mythology throughout
the Ages. To the Maya, the Pleiades represent the handful of maize seeds from which the original humans were born.
These seeds are symbolically re-planted in the Earth at the beginning of each new 'Sun' cycle of 5,125 1/4 years."
(Five Sun cycles complete one full precessional cycle of 12, 676 years.)"
"While the old patriarchal patterns of the last 5,000+ years are being released, the Pleiades, hiding behind the
eclipsing Sun, will be planting the seeds of the new consciousness that will begin to birth the new 5,125 1/4 year
cycle that begins after December 21, 2012, as the Solstice Sun emerges from the center of the Galactic Equator,
which the Maya perceived as the 'Womb of Creation'."
"This eclipse marks the 'point of no return' on our journey towards 12-21-12. The more each of us is able to relea
se emotional attachments, thoughts & ideologies that hold us back from experiencing full conscious awareness
of our connection with the Oneness of All Lif e, the smoother the transition will be for us. The May eclipse brings a
golden opportunity to create Right Relations in all aspects of our lives & stand fully in the power of who we truly
are and what we truly believe." Marcus Mason: www.heavenandearthastrology.blogspot.com
During the May 20th Eclipse Path there will be a Temporary "No Time" Space in which to reboot all upgrades. It will
be intense, and we can be glad most of the path is over the ocean. Try to relax, remain in peace and neutrality as the
rebooting flows across Earth. This Eclipse energy will be in effect until November 13, 2012, when a Total Solar Ecl-
ipse occurs at the North Node, enabling new patterns and archetypes to be seeded within collective consciousness.
"While in the six month long May-November Eclipse Period it's going to be difficult to hold a space around your-
self & your affairs, as the world is very radically morphing now. The universe will clean up everything we might
have assumed or done that came from anything but Love. Try to relax and "be your truth". Afterward, we will be
running on a fully upgraded & re-calibrated system. It's time now to give this new world a test run." Aluna Joy Yaxk'in
NEW HEARTS & BODIES
Just as Earth is building a new grid, we humans are building an entire new body. The ancient Egyptians always be-
gan building their temples from the center__ from the heart of the building__ and we humans have been building our
new hearts for the past few months, so now we will build new bodies from the state of our new heart, based on desc-
ending frequencies, from our crown chakra down to our root chakra: http://www.futurerealities.info/ChakraIssue.html
"The Fall of Atlantis was also the Shift of an Age. The world was to ascend up to another frequency dimension. It
failed back then, but we will not fail now."... America has been set up as the '4th Atlantis', that we may remedy the
abuses & falsities of the first Three Atlantises... "This new body we are building will be our new vehicle for the next
world frequency."... "So check your heart. Has everyone felt like they have given their heart to the process?"..
When we do Intentions for healing or manifesting, we begin them from our Hearts... "then we add the intellect &
the physical means to make it happen. Let everything birth from your heart."..."All energy in the chakra sysem has
a failsafe protection, so no one can use it until they can match the frequency."... As our new bodies evolve, we will
find that we begin to appear 25 years younger than we used to."
"When Atlantis began to 'fall', the 'powers that were' learned how to get around this. There was a flaw in the system,
so they could use the power to control the people instead of using it to free the people. The energy we're being given
here now is to free us, not control us. Atlantis fell because the powerful energy was applied with mis-use of power &
ego. The ascension of that age failed. Everyone that survived the fall of Atlantis moved into another cycle without the.
evolutionary jump that one experiences at a Shift of the Ages. But we learned__ and we will not fail again."
Now..."we are ending a 104,000 year cycle. We are starting back over again. What". the Ascended Masters, Thoth,
Serapis Bey, & others did back then is a lesson for us because we don't want to hang on to the old world that we are
leaving behind. We might waste a lot of time trying to recreate what we had instead of learning about the new energy.
Trying to hold on does not work, because the Laws of Nature"..of Physics... "are changing along with the Shift.".."So
the trick is not to hold on to any of the old stuff that is falling away from us now. This is part of a divine plan that you
agreed to or you would not be here at this time. WE ARE SUCCEEDING!"
"The Master of the 4th Ray"...of Harmony Through Conflict, through which the human race is experiencing..."was
known on Earth as Amenhotep III, the Divine Architect.". "As an Egyptian Pharaoh, he was the founder of monoth-
eism in Egypt, a practice continued & expanded by his son Amenhotep IV, known today as Akhnaton, incarnat-
ion of the Ascended Master Lanello..who extended his father's reformation of the ancient Egyptian religion of 'ma-
ny gods' into that of 'ONE God', symbolized by the Sun"... whose rays blessed the Earth in uncountable ways.
The pure Atlantean Energy.. "is now being passed on to us. This true essence of the Atlanean era can now be rel-
eased into the world without any illusion or lies attached. I t can now come into the world as a pure, creative power
so we can build a new world. Remember, if you don't create your life__ someone will do it for you."...
"We were given a new heart and are developing a new body, but now we get WINGS"... "We now get to Be Who We
Really Are, coming out of the "closet", so to speak, to live our life's purpose in the open."
The golden light is increasing around us..."It is pure, unqualified Energy,and as we go through the next days, we will
start defining what that Energy will create. It is pure potential."... "The more we become R EAL, the more we attract
like-minded beings & circumstances, which resonate with us." And the more we do this.. "the stronger the love, the
unity and harmony becomes in our family and personal lives. We will carry this harmonic resonance within us &
and spread it across the world just by being." Aluna Joy Yaxk'in through Goddess Hatshepsut & Her Guidardians.
"Contact Has Begun", www.worldpuja.org featured James Gilliland's interview of Lindy Cowling, announcing
that "THE TIME OF GREAT AGITATION" on Earth has begun. The Energy fields of our planet are in chaos, & it feels
like having handfuls of pebbles thrown at each of us to break down our worn-out 3-D life perceptions. We feel more &
more pressure, as if we are accordions being repeatedly s queezed into very tight little spaces, causing us to shift
through what would normally take years to process, in only weeks or months. Everything is speeded up. The only way
to deal with this is to Calm Down, and Allow ourselves to Drop into the Flow. There is a Great Plan, a Great Process
for Earth, Humanity & the Universe that's now flowing through All That Is. We're here now to discover, explore, under-
stand and eventually fully embrace this Plan-Process and live our lives accordingly.
We're clearing all human history from our Personal Energy fields, as Earth clears Hers. The old souls, the more evo-
lved who have lived many lives here on Earth, have the most to transmute, so the physical problems of the Lightwork-
ers and Starseeds feel as if they are again being hit by a ton of bricks, rather than by a few pebbles. Some of us are
taking on the faulty World Financial &/or Corporate Systems__ whether we want to or not. Is this Process leading
to the manifestations of "NO MONEY" or "NO CORPORATE SYSTEMS" in the New Reality? We are all cleansing +
clearing at very deep levels, getting repeatedly knocked off balance, but the "cages" around us are being dissolved
so we an "FLY FREE" with our new wings.
Once again, the only way to cope with this is to drop into our hearts__ LIVE FROM THE HEART. Everything now is a-
bout hearts & love . It's where we manifest, heal or create from. The brain/mind can no longer resolve our challenges
or take advantage of new opportunities. Beware of spiritual ego & arrogance. MIRACLES occur if we live this way.
Whatever we NEED__ just APPEARS.
If we run into people and situations that challenge us, we might find it helpful to view them as MIRRORS of ourselves.
What is it that the person or situation is showing us that also exists WITHIN US, that we need to CLEAR or ADJUST?
The Energy now coming to Earth AMPLIFIES everything. We cannot continue with "Business as Usual"__ SERVICE
now means coming together as ONE without separation.
May 29, 2012
"TURNING INSIDE OUT"
Our website has been rescued! Thanks to a host of very helpful, kind & capable people at my credit card, bank & Yahoo
Web-Hosting systems, we have completed the new, monthly transactions to keep it operating. Lightworkers are repor-
ting an increase in both the number * the nastiness of multidimensional and 3-D reality attempts to distract us from our
spiritual practices & service to others. It seems the closer we get to the 2012 Ascension Timeline, the more negative,
multidimensional & Earth-based Dark Hats activities from both past & present are revealed to us. We have to integrate
and deal with these horrible issues now, whether we like it or not__ believe it or not__ or want to or not.
"TIME, SPACE & ENERGY"
There is an Electromagnetic Peak Cycle this month. Many people within the Starseed gene pools are being exposed
to sleep state ET Contact. Starseeds have the consciousness ability to neutralize artificial technology (material devices)
and replace it with organic codes (intentional energetic manifestations. If one is not clear who their authority is, and that
ETs are not Angels or 'Gods' to be trusted, one can be manipulated to serve an alien agenda that is not in service to hu-
man Ascension & Sovereignty.
"Whether we observe the World News with our outer vision, or observe the Energy (consciousness) Field with our inner
vision, the fantastic surreal to paranormal observations will manifest as common daily events."
"Our relationship to Time and Space is fundamentally changing at the Energy physics level. All the while there are still
those totally oblivious to it."... "We cannot be of this world, engaged with the chaos and maintain our sanity."
"In the creational structure of Harmonic Universes, there are two timelines per dimensional octave, so within our 3-D E-
arth, we have six timelines. When we energetically evolve and move up an octave, (being initiated into higher frequen-
cies), we are exposed to even more dimensional octaves, and therefore, even more potent timelines."... "We have to
move through the series of timelines in each dimensional octave & Reclaim our Identity while recoding & changing the
obsolete or false reality from interfering with our continued spiritual growth.". "We have to move through all the artificial
inorganic timelines (negative alien timelines) with their false, selfish agendas in order to arrive at the God Gateway."
"Because the Original 5-D Plan was not achievable, it required our evolution through the time fields in the Harmonic Un-
iverses to be drastically sped up. Those serving The Law of One, are moving through extreme amounts of future timeli-
nes, observing their collapses in order to arrive at the Gateway Octave where the Organic & eternal light is overriding
the artificial & replicated alien coded, False Timelines and False Software__ Nostradamus Prophecies, Armaged-
don Programs, Pestilence Software, 911 Military-Industrial Complex Revolution and terrorist and cataclysmic in-
organic events generated by negative aliens. None of these programs are sourced as natural."... "Controlling humanity
is used to deter humans from their organic & natural ascension evolution. This is why Earth is called 'the prison planet'."
"Moving through octaves of dimensional frequencies is synonymous with moving through Time. The Ascension cy-
cle is the end of a 3-D combined timeline, and Earth is moving into a higher frequency of Future Time__ a future
dimensional octave, skipping the planetary consciousness field, & pushing human beings & their consciousness
into Future Time Fields and higher dimensional frequencies." Lisa Renee.
As our consciousness evolves, we're increasingly recalling multidimensional memories form other lifetimes, events, a-
ctions & hijacked timelines crafted by negative aliens' past deeds and agendas, as well as the impacts from our 3-D
corrupt systems. More than ever, we need to stay in our Hearts & avoid fear-based thoughts & actions. I firmly believe
that the only way we are going to get through this global mess is to raise our consciousness vibrations to the point wh-
ere we will enter the New Earth/5-D Reality along with Earth, and leave all the 3rd negatives behind to flounder and
gasp in their own cesspools.
Since the May 20th Solar Eclipse, tremendously increased energies are flowing into both humanity and Earth. For
many of us, it feels as if we are being TURNED INSIDE OUT. Our everyday, outer-life now seems like a dream, and
our inner sensations, revelations and discoveries have become the "everyday reality". Some of the old Ascension Sy-
mptoms have returned__ head, sinus, eye, ear & neck pains and pressures, mild hot flashes, dizziness, or that sense
of being about to fall or tip over in slow motion. A "morning sickness" type of nausea is back, too, along with back ach-
es, and let's not forget the "new" pains in joints__ particularly the feet & hands. Of course, the never-ending exhaustion
has failed to relent as well. Cold chills, short blasts of feverishness, clamminess & sometimes indigestion miseries ha-
ve popped up, too. Yes, our bodies are changing__ inside & out__ and we still have seven more months with major
earth, solar systemic and galactic events ahead. So hang in there, folks!
"TIME TRAVEL: SCI-FI OR REALITY?"
On a Laura Lee Audio Program http://www.lauralee.com/index.cgi?hi : Preston Nichols&d Peter Moon revealed
little-known information about Time and Time Travel:
In 1915, Nikola Tesla created a tower on Long Island, NY, at Warden Cliffs Station that was related to Earth's energy
grids... "Today, there is a shore, nuclear power plant there, built about eight miles from Brookhaven Institution, and
about sixty miles from Montauk, NY."... the site of numerous secret Time, Free Energy and Consciousness experi-
ments. Richard Hoagland (www.enterprisemission.com) has more information on this.
Nichols related that up until the Philadelphia Experiment in 1943, humans were insensitive to Electromagnetic En-
ergy Fields, & that Wilhelm Reich speculated that human beings are psychically susceptible to the 400-450 MHz
range of Sound.
He went on to say that the pyramid shape always relates to Time in some way__(we've heard about the "Timeline"
inside the Great Pyramid at Giza, Egypt)__ and that the Stealth Bomber was a hyper-dimensional vehicle that had a
pyramidal shape and was flat as a pancake__ reminiscent of the "Phoenix Lights" event in 1997. Earth's grid can be us-
ed as an amplifier, and the Tesla coil device, when placed on a grid line, can actually tap the power of the Earth. Mont-
auk, NY, was a huge thought transmitter where they could target weather & precipitate material objects from the e-
thers__ and it all happened "Out of Time".
In 1987 at Grand Teton Institute crystal-healing classes, Dr. Marcel Vogel told us: "Time and Space do not exist. You
intitiate Time with the start of your thinking. When you write down what you perceive, feel or believe, you SEQU-
ENCE TIME and precipitate this pattern of thought more and more into a state of objective reality."
Nichols, on the Laura Lee program, added: "The mind of man is a Time Function, so if you're going to get into the
mind of man, you must generate a Time Wave. That is the first cousin to a Time Device. A Time Device already ex-
ists because our essence__ our non-physical beingness"... our Spirit Within... "is encoded in the Time-Space cont-
At Sigma Conferences held on an army base just outside of Olympia, WA. in 1978-79, they re-designed the system,
adding the Delta-T Antenna__ or 'change in Time antennae', modified after two pyramids, base to base, one point-
ing up and the other down."... (An Octahedron, one of the Platonic Solids, and the geometrical form into which Earth's
energy body is currently morphing.)
They were told to build a stable Time machine. They were attempting to create a Time Portal, not sure whether it actually
became stable or not, between 1978 and 1981.. "It opens from Time-A to Time-B and you can go through bo-
dily or just in consciousness. It forms a hole in Space & Time where you could walk for example, from Dec. 5, 1980
right into Dec. 5, 1940."
"You take a radio signal and change its frequency rate to go very fast__ to go from F-1to F-1, very fast__ and it di-
storts Space and Time. But by controlling these frequency hops & these amplitude pulses while putting into it an
astronomical amount of power, you're able to literally bend Space and Time, and control it with the proper trans-
laters-transducers known as the Delta-T Antennae. In the center of the Delta-T, it first creatse a twister in Time, &
then a spinner, and then you essentially get something first cousin to a black hole, which is a wormhole between
Time-1 and Time-2."
"In 1981, they went back to WWII Germany, and then back to Mars, & projected into the underground of the Mars
pyramid, finding relics of an old culture there. Duncan Cameron said he, when there, also thew a switch from "on"
to "off" that was the solar system's defense. This may explain the big increase in aliens arriving since 1981."
Peter Moon: "They went back tens of thousands of years__ perhaps 200,000 years ago on Mars. A dark force
was basically in control of it all. The pentagram shape is symbolic for Mars__ or pentagons."
Al Beilek told them, "The ETs know that there are certain bio-rhythms of the planet when things like Montauk or the
Philadelphia Experiments readily happen. Earth peaks in 20 year cycles"... (Jupiter conjunct Saturn cycles)... "and
others".. The August 12th date was important. A woman who researched the Mayan Calendar based on planetary cy-
cles, explained how they synchronize with human cycles. She discovered correlations with the August 12th dates be-
tween Jose' Arguelles' Dreamspell Calendar__ and the Classic Yucatec Mayan Calendar.... Dreamspell noted that
August 12, 1943 (Philadelphia Experiment) was a Galactic Activation Portal. There was another in 1983, but the
next will not occur until 8/12/2043.
"Beilek said Tesla was also involved in the Philadelphia Experiment. The woman then did the date for Tesla's experi-
ment, July 22, 1942, which was even more significant because it was a Polar Kin Date (Classic Mayan Calendar) wh-
ich can activate an entire spectrum of Time. The important point is that Tesla's date is one of dissolution: "I dissolve in
order to survive."__ or, "CHEUN: Blue Monkey Plays Magic."
The "Matthews Function" for going in and out of body, occurred after John Van Neuman invented the modern-day
computer in the 1940s."... (This writer worked with those computers in the family business as a teenager.)... "Many
people were sent individually through a tunnel in Time to 6037 A.D., and all went to a dead city in ruins where a go-
ld horse stood on a marble pedestal. Duncan Cameron felt it had some sort of machinery inside."
"They did a lot of WWI and WWII viewing through the time tunnel work. There is a large school of thought that we re-
ally lost WWII__ it became a Time Battle, where it was the Nazi Time machine battling the American Time mach-
ine, and the American's finally won out at a future date beyond the war."
Nichols: "Did the Philadelphia Experimen t HAVE to happen at the 8/12/83 date and in the 20 year cycle? The
Philadelphia and Montauk Experiments were only several incidents in a long string of experiments going back in
Time, 3.6 million years, and into the future as well. They think the 'Fall of Atlantis'"..(Fall in Consciousness). "was
due to the Time Device going awry. This information came from a 'read' by six different psychics. They also saw 'so-
mething drastic' happening in the future around 2012-2016__ almost as if Time stops for awhile."
"We're dealing here with a set of one order of magnetics where you're crossing the electrical field__ the magnetic
field__ within our reality."... "Now, considering the human psyche__ it's all Electro-Magnetic induction__ image in-
duction, through the imaginary components of the EM equations, from one reality to the next."... (i.e., from one dim-
ension to the next)... "Imaginary components appear when you solve equations in electro-physics__ you get a real
solution and an imagined solution. The imaged resolution is the one 90 degrees rotated out of our reality, essentia-
lly. This is what the 'curl' factor is in electromagnetics. T his new curl is referred to as a sphere that's rotating, & the
curl is normal to that sphere. But the sphere is one reality reference frame, and the curl is the normal/90 degree rot-
ation to the next reality or reference frame. Tesla worked with imaginary components. Ninety degrees shows up in
a lot of Sacred Geometry, which maps out the whole invisible fields." (http://www.futurerealities.info/Therapy.html)
Moon: "There were connections between the CIA and the MK-Ultra program. The Phoenix Project included Mont-
auk/Project Redhawk."... "Other scholars substantiated Zaccharia Sitchin's work"... regarding our off-world genetic
A woman caller to the audio program said when she puts her consciousness into her 3rd Eye and focuses very hard,
another part of her opens up, and she has perfect vision, can go out of her body, anywhere. But, the body she uses
is like a mass of silvery cells. She doesn't have a physical form then.
Moon: "A lot of the UFO's and alien vehicles are really holographic projections.".."Some of the Mystery Schools
were very positive, but others negative. Like the 'DUNE' book and film__ all have their own agendas."
Nichols: "At the Thames River in Britain, another Philadelphia Experiment was done. Wormholes are generated
for Time Travel. If you connect a series of wormholes, the Time frames of the different areas connecting them ch-
ange, so that gradually you are changing the rate of the Time Flow over the entire universe when you do this. This
is how you modulate the Time Continuum and make a Time Wave. That was one of the side effects of the Montauk
Project. By opening a portal between Pt.-A and Pt.-B (a potential future), they make that actualize."... "In the 'TOTAL
RECALL' film, what he saw inside the pyramid matched perfectly with what Duncan Cameron described on Mars
before the movie was made."
"Earth and humanity are in a Time Warp... (http://www.futurerealities.info/Wierd1.html)... (Scroll down to "Space
Warp")... "in a reality that we essentially created through all these Time projects__ we're in a loop we created. The
soul is capable of Time Travel, if you're not tied to a physical body."... "In 2012-2016, Time collapses in on it-
self; Past meets Future."
Moon: "The occult technique called "spanning the distance' occurs when you're in an internal here & now, & you
go to the future or past__ you're going into a different reality."
Nichols: "We are seeing the"... "same signal from the 70's & 80's picking up again. There is also a channel beacon
coming out of Montauk underground, via a camcorder influenced by a particle beam radar from the cliffs. Is
this the next form of mind control? A particle beam can interrupt or distort synaptic exchanges between human ne-
rve cells in our neurological system. It's also rumored that it can be used to replicate the DNA and do program-
ming directly into the DNA. They may have used this in the Gulf War. Big helicopters went over,& the enemy just
suddenly threw down their guns and gave up."
"In 1989-90, the Air Force had a contract to build maintenance on Montauk air base. They re-furbished and upgra-
ded the power lines."... "We need now to protect ourselves from rays, etc....We tell these stories to alert masses of
peope to open their minds & raise their consciousness. When enough people have raised awareness to a high
degree, they will be above the level of vibrational consciousness on which these mind control devices can
affect them." (Emphasis added) "If your consciousness is above that level you aren't subject to it. Control your own m-
ind & educate your subconscious to what is going on in the world & in your surroundings. Be concerned about ke-
eping your own synoptic interchanges entrained by self. This is done also through higher consciousness levels.
Remember, your Energy Being interfaces directly through the magnetic matrix to your physical being. If you
keep your Energy Being strong enough, where it's controlling the physical being, you are the only one who can
then control that physical being, and you won't have feedback from the EM Being to the physical."
Laura Lee: "It's the immune system of the psyche, then?"
Nichols: "Yes. You have to educate & activate your psychic immune system. They're using all frequencies from
ELF"... (extremely low)... "up to microwave. It doesn't matter which frequency__ raise your consciousness & you'-
ll be in control."
J.J.Hurtak: "The Keys of Enoch: The Book of Knowledge.": "Light is the foundation through which & by which all
higher forms of Energy are transduced"... (moving from one system to another)... "This is how the Brotherhoods of Light pr-
oject mental signals through the magnetic shielding of Earth by Light geometries, so that they can be picked up
by our mind's perception apparatus."
"MASS, TIME & SPACE are Time dependent."... "ENERGY, TIME & SPACE, are pieces of a greater whole whi-
ch modulates consciousness grids."... "It is in REAL TIME-REAL SPACE that the promised spiritual gifts can take
place."... "In clearing the Space-Time Grid of our present physical universe"... "the mind must go through certain
basic transformations__ NINE BASIC PATHWAYS"... "you have to work through in your consciousness evolution
in order to create a compatible network for spatial provisions. Thus, the Time-Locks in the mind are thrown open.":
1. Your mind learns to see the events of cause and effect and begins to transcend these events."
2. Seeing the difference between "I am a body" and "I have a body".
3. "When your expanding mind is aware of its own power of extension, you traverse the lower 3rd & 4th dimens-
ional creations. You then understand how". "there are higher orders of consciousness which colonize your thoughts."
4. "Beyond your immediate biological form, your mind begins to deal with the entities who are in the intermediate
state"... "which is between the vital cycles of death and rebirth."... "This means that your mind will connect with
the projected imagery of the messengers and guides observing and calculating your spiritual evolution."
5. "In receiving the projected imagery from the Brothers of Light, you can turn your mind from the affairs of the wo-
rld and around feelings of joy because of your"... control... "over the material body of form. This is acomplished thr-
ough the identification of your Body of Light with the spiritual intelligence that will guide your mind through the in-
terplay of the higher and lower worlds."
6. "These yet-to-be-explored frontiers are the world of your immediate"... Multidimensional Self... "which is itself evol-
ving towards pure divinity. Here you experience the unity of"... Multidimensional Self... "and the human self. All the
memories 'hidden from knowledge' by the physical identity are released through the".Multidimensional Self.. "Which
apportions TIME & ENERGY to stimulate memory 'instantaneously' out of the sluggishness of the material worlds."
STEPS 7-9 are longer & more complex, but can be read on Pg, 473 of "The Keys of Enoch: The Book of Knowledge".
The Guides: "But we won't understand what each of
these steps really is until we ourselves climb that step."