Living in the New Reality
January 12, 2010
A third point in Menninger's Criteria of Emotional Maturity is "The capacity to sublimate, to direct one's instinctive hostile
energy into creative and constructive outlets." Ron Davis, in his interviews about dyslexia and autism on
www.consciousmedianetwork.com tells us that there have been four major leaps in human consciousness since the Middle Ages.
At each one of these leaps, humans have had to surrender one of their instinctive habits. It is well known that human beings have
far less instincts than animals. Which of our instincts will we give up in order to reach a 5th dimensional consciousness__
food, sex, fight-or-flight, or what?
What seems to be causing much of the distress in our world is "fight"... not only wars, but anger, competition and egotistic mo-
tives. Can we make that quantum leap by letting go of our "instinctive hostile energy"? Our lives are being impacted with all
sorts of negative events, information and fear-based "entrainment". Our family are no exceptions. After a two month period from
Halloween to New Year's last year (2009) I had reached a depth of depression and despair that I'd never known before. I asked
my spirit guides for assistance in either resolving the negativities, or learning to deal with them in a less fearful and angry manner.
The information arrived.
During these spates of perceived negativity, most of our discomfort arises from fear &/or misunderstandings about
what is trying to manifest in our lives. Is everything going to continue to go downhill? It's been said that the degree of chal-
lenge we are being asked to resolve equals the degree of empowerment__ the leap of consciousness, or understan-
ding that will replace it once we work through that challenge. So if we have a long and intense period of failure, mis-
ery, confusion and difficulty, we will eventually enjoy an extreme level of miraculous relief, joy, understanding, com-
fort and an amazing spiritual gift or talent.
I began to realize that what I was perceiving as "bad" or "good" occurrences were actually "steps" in a process
towards some sort of future manifestation. And, I was constantly receiving intuitive nudges to once again refine my
ideas about "Who I Am". My gosh, how many times do we have to do that? Again I asked H. S. for understanding and all sorts
of information poured in. I had left a file folder sitting on the table in my computer room for weeks, and the afternoon of requesting
the assistance, I was "dinged" to put that folder away in the file cabinet "now". I did so.
There, I discovered an old folder labeled "Arcturus" that I'd created at least twelve years ago. The word "Arcturus" had been
brought to my attention repeatedly over the last few days, so I pulled it out and looked through it. Inside were numerous medi-
tations from 1988 that I had completely forgotten about, all telling me about "Who I Really Am" and What I Came
Here to Do__ besides raising my consciousness. At the time of receiving this information, I didn't really understand what
was being said, for many of the terms were completely foreign to me. Now, however, through writing this web-book and years of
study and research, I understand it all. It was absolutely mind-blowing and exciting. Sorry I cannot tell you the details__ it would
take a month of writing to explain it. And I had absolutely no idea about How I was to accomplish this (although I had already
been unconsciously doing a lot of it).
"IDENTITY DETERMINES OUR INTELLIGENCE." Who We Believe We Are Right Now determines how smart we are, how
capable, how compassionate, how judgemental, how spiritual, how talented,. That's why we must take a good look inside now
and then to see how our Identity has changed. And WE CAN CHANGE THAT IDENTITY (and all that goes with it) AT WILL.
February 1, 2010
A fourth point in Menninger's "Criteria of Emotional Maturity" is "The ability to deal constructively with reality." The
first half of January brought a tremendous influx of cosmic energies__ the biggest ever! Google and YouTube told of a Stargate
opening in the waters of the Gulf of Aden on January 5th, this year. We could call this article the "State of the Lightworker
World". All I wanted to do was SLEEP and EAT! I was laid so low, that I seriously considered a trip to the local ER on two of those
days, but intuition said it was ascension symptoms.
The second half of January brought an increase in paranormal episodes. Healing and manifesting occurred even more quickly and
much more easily. We have to be very careful now, of how/what we think and feel, for it manifests almost immed-
iately. In fact, just daydreaming about something for a few minutes can attract it within the hour. Time and Space now seem
Many Lightworkers have recently moved into the 4th Dimension temporarily. Oh, we'll shuffle back and forth between dimensions
for awhile, but in time we'll be fully into the 4th. We may be connecting or re-connecting with our off-world ancestors, brothers and
sisters now. This phenomenon is escalating world-wide. If you are personally communicating with extra-terrestrial beings, they may
offer you assistance for your chosen 5-D role.
Understanding Who We Really Are as individuals, as galactic citizens and as fractals of Spirit is extremely import-
ant at this dimensional level, for based on the understanding of our true identity, we are establishing Foundations for Our Ser-
vice in this New Reality, and developing a Personal Plan based on that Identity and Foundation.
Things that used to seem extremely valuable in some way, now seem to be utterly useless in this new life. While
some of us are "letting go" of more and more of the old reality ideas, objects and activities, others are hanging on to them for dear
life, even though those things are no longer working or useful for them. On the other hand, I've found pleasure in going to You
Tube and pulling up old movies or old episodes of TV shows I enjoyed many years ago. "The Sandpiper" was a favorite, and
lately, "Cheers" and "Paper Chase". They are relaxing and offer temporary relief from th e negativity most media now present as
"entertainment". Yes, time is irrelevant these days.
On the global scene, the Internet reports that many of the "controllers" are running out of money for their planned projects and
a few are having a change of heart. Some say the huge Haitian earthquake (which evoked overwhelming compassion and aid
from most of us) was created by these factions, using Tesla-type technology they had seized years ago, ostensibly to prevent
the transfer of huge funds to South American banks where it would be out of reach of said controllers. There is also a huge oil res-
ervoir under the oceans near Haiti, which has long lacked the money and technology to develop it and take their citizens out of ext-
Many recent articles are telling how the New Kids/Indigos who suffered from ADD, ADHD, Autism or Asberger's
Syndrome, have turned out to be geniuses in their specific fields, and earn big incomes in adulthood. Their DNA
sometimes checks out as being a bit similar to the 12 strand DNA of ETs. These are the long-prophesied "sixth race"
of humans, most of whom have developed their consciousness in other realms, and this is their first time in a physical
ody. Our culture is so slow-paced and varied, they are unable to focus on any of it for long. About all they can do in child-
hood and early youth, is mirror back to parents, teachers, and other ordinary folks, what those adults are projecting into the
world at present. "AIM" (www.sanctuarylv.com) is a group that has developed ways to help these children and youth find bal-
ance and integration into our physical world, and to aid parents in coping with these unusual, gifted children. Scholarships are
available at AIM for those economically disadvantaged.
More prevalent in cities than in rural areas, the increase in wireless technology is suggested as a major cause of this.
Communication problems seem to be in the fore, whether it's travel, computers, TV, telephones of all types or
simple conversations. Being even more " out of touch" with the 3-D and 4-D worlds can foster misunder-
standings and even arguments or conflicts with those in our fields of contact. I find that when I talk about my day's other-
dimensional experiences, those close to me often either ignore it or get upset because they don't understand. Sometimes I feel as
if I'm speaking a foreign language to them. Some seem to NOt WANT to understand__ possibly because it might require them to
change attitudes or lifestyles in some way. And CHANGE, of course, is absolutely necessary these days on all levels. Many are
resisting it with all their might.
A www.coasttocoastam.com program the other night said researchers testing late-term Alzheimer's patients had
tried reversed-speech devices on their babbelings, and discovered these people are actually saying something...
In late January, information arrived telling of a " Big Event" soon to occur, and that the "source" of it would be revealed. This was
after the Haitian earthquake. Perhaps the communication confusions, mistakes and breakdowns so common these days are pro-
pelling us into activating the Unified Field of Intelligence and telepathic abilities. The guides informed me of this
January 20th, and since that date, Earth is no longer supporting irresponsibility . Responsibility is the balance to
power. This will be the "key to life existence as a soul" (www.lightworker.com/beacons) in Earth's New Reality.
In your plans, evoke Unconditional/Divine Love for everyone involved, including yourself, for you are a part of the group as well.
Create solutions that benefit (or at least, don't harm) self and all concerned. I was told that the "big event" would occur on "The
7th Day". Was that in 7 more days, or on February 7th?
January 27th was the night of Obama's State of the Union address, but I had my own "big event" that day. I had
long been aware that the creative activities and roles I had been playing for lifetimes over 200,000 years, had
been preparing me for the role I took on in this present life. But after a series of difficult experiences, I came to
not much care if I lived or died. Then I began to realize I needed to LET GO of that old role and all those years
and lifetimes. Somehow, it was holding me back from moving forward into the role I needed to be playing in these higher
dimensional realities. I did let go, but felt lost, alone, and confused, as I couldn't see anything ahead to replace
it. Had I made a big mistake?
On my "7th day", I was shown that I HAD made the right decision. "IDENTITY DETERMINES INTELLIGENCE", we said earlier;
i.e., who we believe we are, determines the state of our beingness. When I painted, made music, wrote, did astrology, etc.__ my 3-D
& 4-D creative work__ I was a messenger inspiring others about our potential future through the Simplicity of Nature.
I was channeling and intuiting much of it. But the time, focus and energy spent creating with these material means, was preventing
me from fully moving into what I've been terming "Advannced or Higher Creativity" in this web-book. Now my intuitive and
channeling abilities were available to me 24/7.
And on this "7th day" it activated for me big time: Intuition, Precognition, Astral Traveling, Telepathy,
Psychometry, Manifestation & Healing poured through in waves. Strange, vivid and often lucid dreams__ as many as
four per night__ presented themselves. And days were filled with increased paranormal events, heightened intuition,
and amazing miracles and synchronicities.
The Universe is a dynamic web of energy and information: The Creative Force. It is what creates all else in
the Universe. And our consciousness particularly group consciousness, affects that web. My old friends, the
Arcturians, who sent most of the Inner Technology information in this online book, had been absent in my life
for twenty-two years.t some point in our evolutionary progress, we have to learn to "go it alone"__ to move
beyond our adolescent consciousness and become mature, responsible adults. On the 7th day, I reconnected
with the Arcturians__ and I didn't have to go into meditation or channeling. They, and other Off-World Beings,
are here to assist us with our New Reality Service, at our sincere and loving requests.
Arcturians are a highly evolved race of beings. They do not use physical/material things at all. Everything is
accomplished with energy and information. They use no "space ships" to travel__ only energy and information
directed by consciousness. They don't help us produce or repair machines, physical objects or bodies with the use
of materials__ no minerals, chemicals, physical parts, physical tools, etc.. All is done by influencing energy with
J. J. Hurtak, (The Book of Knowledge: The Keys of Enoch), states that "in a sense, the RESCUE TEAM
comes from, or through Arcturus"... They speak then of the "AHAU Rescue Team".. . (who) ... "are not
interested in any fear trips"__ WE MUST LET GO OF OUR SURVIVAL CONSCIOUSNESS__ "They only respond
to the solid attainment of a stable, sentient structure of ecstatic self-awareness"
The Arcturians primarily contact individuals when asked questions which deal with the EDUCATION of the masses,
in preparation for the consciousness shift needed to Identify with the Unified Field of Intelligence. They are res-
ponsible for most non-manmade crop circles. It was Arcturians who helped Lemurians program Inner Tech-
nology info into those three Buttes near Arco, Idaho, about a half-million years ago, when Lemuria was sink-
ing in the Pacific. Information was stored in the Buttes to later be released to bring Lemurian consciousness
and technologies back into our awareness during the 2000 A.D. milennium age. The 1983 earthquake there
(7.3), reactivated the buttes.
I have also sensed that Lemuria femininity is coming back into our consciousness. We will be doing things more
like they did. The Oneness, or re-Unification consciousness includes communicating with nature
spirits, plants, animals, minerals and our Galactic neighbors, which was part of what we did in Lemuria
so long ago. We'll be true Stewards of Earth again.
Music and the Arts, instead of being primary activities, now seem to serve as tools for our roles in this
New Dimensional Reality. I find that certain music puts me into ecstatic states in which I sense the Oneness and
Unity of All That Is. And birds, insects, plants and animals are at times calling attention to themselves by appearing a-
round us in greater numbers, or behaving in unusual ways. Understanding what they are showing us, or better yet__
communicating directly with them__ can give us important information and insights about the state of the world,
or for our personal use. Native Americans have known this way of living for millennia.
We need to avoid trying to "fix" people, unless asked. If we do too much for people, we become crutches for them,
and they never learn to "create" on their own. We can teach them meditation or dreamwork, and steer them toward people,
classes, books, films, DVDs & websites where they can find what they need. However, when it comes right
down to it, didn't you find that the books, classes, information, etc., you used probably may have inspired
and encourage you, but IT WAS YOUR OWN EXPERIENCES and YOUR OWN INNER SPIRIT that truly changed your
life? We can only teach and heal from our own experiences.
No, this doesn't mean that 4-D life is perfect and that there are no challenges to work through. But we have more
and stronger tools with which to do the work. We won't need physical or material things much longer. We are vibrating
at increased levels, and when we reach the required level of vibration, we'll move into the 5th Dimension along
with Earth. We will be LIGHT BODIES then, although we'll materialize physical forms when it's necessary to
move into lower dimensional states for service, where we may find that people inform, empower and heal them-
selves__ simply by being in our presence.
February 21, 2010
We are ever more rapidly raising our consciousness and our vibrational levels. More and more of us are awakening to what life in
this world is really all about. Although the magnetic north pole is moving southward through Russia at the rate of
40 miles a year, the geographical north pole is still in place. Legends and ancient records tell of an impending geogra-
phical pole reversal, but that is not going to happen. We have raised the consciousness of enough Earth humans
to prevent its occurrence.
The controllers are now desperately trying to wreak more and more havoc in the world to keep us in fear, deprived of ne-
cessities, ignorant of their long-held dark secrets, and continually distracted from spiritual efforts to raise
our vibratory levels. As we observe these dire events, we know that they are only bringing us one step closer to our planetary
and human transformation and the long-promised Golden Age.
We are Living in Two Worlds at this time as Earth's reality splits in two. Large groups of us can intention-
ally override those negative actions. Just holding a loving, peaceful, calm and positive mindset will do so. However,
Karma, unforgiveness, lack of gratitude, and fear and service to self hold us back from rising vibra-
tionally and overcoming the dark events.
Increased sightings of UFOs around the globe are exciting some people to communicate with them, a nd others
are increasing their fears about why the UFOs are here and what they intend. The shift occurring on our planet at this
time has occurred before on other planets as they reached the vibratory levels for an ascension. Therefore, the many UFOs
may be here watching us during the Shift. Previously, groups o f higher consciousness individuals would have their phy-
sical bodies die and their souls then "resurrect" into the next higher dimension with their memories intact and all
spiritual abilities enabled. However, here on Earth now, we are attempting to "ascend" with our planet into a high-
er dimension__ and to do so while still in our physical bodies. This has never been done anywhere in the Uni-
verse before. The February "Beacons of Light" article stated: "This has been heralded as the greatest of advancements
throughout the Universe." We are, in effect, initiating a practice that will now be available to any lifeforms in the Universe
who wish to Ascend in their physical states. When Earth takes its Quantum Leap, the entire Universe will
make a Quantum Leap."
Earth is preparing herself and us humans for the Shift. This is why we are experiencing so many strange and often challen-
ging changes in our physical bodies. And some people are just now beginning to have paranormal and physical
symptoms, so they are ready to LISTEN to what we Lightworkers have been trying to tell them.
My hubby, H, has never recalled a dream in his entire life. For the first time, we've been troubled with mice in our
garage, and set some traps. He got up to the bathroom during the night, and as he returned to bed, he "saw" himself
in the garage, picking up a mouse caught in a mousetrap. After arising next morning, he left for an appointment, look-
ing at the traps in the garage before he left. and again as he returned__ nothing. But that afternoon he went to pick up
some groceries, and there was a mouse in the trap exactly as he had visualized it. He was so please about this.
And so was I__ It's a sign that he too, is "waking up". And his willingness to listen to an explanation
about "precognitive visions" meant his consciousness is rising.
Everything is energy (even body aches and relationships). Unconditional Love assists in transmuting difficulties.
We should avoid lending our energy to negativities. No one has a right to take our energy without our
"Synchronicities maintain the direction of evolution since the Big Bang"__ Carl Callemen: "The Purposeful
There has been controversy about the "end date" as shown by the Mayan Calendar. Some believe the Shift will complete by
12/21/12, while others say it happens sooner on 10/28/11. No one is sure just when the Shift begins or ends. Actually, we are in it
right now. In a recent broadcast by Exopolitics Radio, the notion was put forward that 11/11/11 is when a Doorway (a Stargate
or Portal) will open, and Earthlings who have reached the required vibratory rate will begin to move through it into
higher dimensional New Earth. This doorway will remain open until 12/21/12, and then close forever, giving more people
opportunity to ascend.
Recent Energy Downloads
February 1st:: A big download. I had made a careful exploration of Who I Am and How I Can Serve in
the New Reality. Then I made a Plan for how to bring this about. That Plan grew and grew. Soon I had two type-
written pages of a carefully crafted outline. I felt more secure about what was ahead. But the guides indicated that
this Plan/Outline was actually limiting me. It had been based on the logic of past experiences and abilities. It was
better to just Flow in each and every Moment, and to wait until some issue pops up in front of me before
I "play a role".
In 4-D, manifesting can occur intentionally, but we have to either choose where the intent would manifest, and allow
Universe to choose the time; or we chose when it would evolve, and allow Universe to choose the place.
In 5-D, we can choose the action and the place, but we must allow Universe to choose the time
and process through which it manifests.
We are opening to new sources of information__ we receive bits of info when it's needed from right out of the
blue. This info can come in thoughts, feelings, words, or phrases we never read or heard before, but will prove
to be completely correct. During the long winter evenings, I like to do acrostic puzzles. Lately, when I encoun-
ter the clue for a word or phrase I never heard of before, the answer often pops into my head immediately, and I
wonder "where did that come from?"
February 4th & 5th: Special days for humans. The energies that arrived were bending light so as to progress our
DNA toward that of a LightBody. You may find yourself growing healthier and younger. There are again, changes
in sleep patterns, requiring less sleep, but more sleep on days of energy downloads.
More information arrived from the Arcturians. No matter what the news sources tell us about whether President
Obama is going to release information about UFOs & Off-World Visitors, CONTACT HAS ALREADY BEGUN. Many
people around the globe are now regularly communicating with The Visitors, individually and as groups. They will
assist us with our missions, if we ask.
It was suggested that we let go of our dependence on outside sources__ mainstream and alternative news and
entertainment media__ and depend instead on information received intuitively or through dreams, medita-
tions, conversations with lightworker friends triggering new awareness, and waking insights. Often, however, the
outside sources can be Synchronicities verifying what we've already received from our inner being or our own
experiences. Many Past Lives are now being verified with mainstream news items, internet articles, archaeological
and historical finds.
February 9th: Another energy download. It's pouring in these days. I've always tried to use Intentional Healing to
help me through any illnesses or intense ascension symptoms, but recently, it didn't work, so I had to get some medi-
cation. It caused dizziness and weakness. My dreams showed me how to overcome this. (1) Before using meds, pro-
gram them with the intention that they will benefit my body and be free of negative side effects.
(2) Remove the outer coating. Did so, and it worked great.
Relationships are stressed more than ever now. Since we're all fractals of the Oneness, every person we meet or
communicate with is another ourself__ therefore, think and act collectively. We are meeting people whom we knew
inthe past, new people we have never met, and neighbors with whom we were only slightly acquainted, but are
now bonding with us and each other. We are connecting now to construct The New Reality life together. We
have been waiting for New Teams of Lightworkers to come together, and wondering what we'll need to do and
how to do it. However, when the Teams have formed, we will be informed of our group roles when the time is right,
in the Moment, and will then intuit exactly what to do and how to do it.
The instructional dreams continue. It is vital now to make CHOICES from our heart, from our intuition, while in each
Momentary Flow as required. I realized I'd been doing a lot of this already__ it was fun, but often confusing__ as
I had long depended upon intelligence and talents to get me through life. To live TOTALLY by Intuition is not only
odd, but also scary__ not knowing what's going to come from each choice__ always the "surprises". Now I have
to trust in my heart, my intuition and Spirit that all will be for the highest good of all concerned__ including myself.